i cant afford to go to school, and my mom makes too much money to get loans.
Im so fucked.
I hate being here.
I cant stand it. I'm not me when I'm here. And no one could possibly understand how much I'm going through. I just need to escape for a little while, even if its not forever.
BAH BAH BAH
FUCK
START GOING RIGHT FOR ZAZIE DAMN YOU THINGS
*hugs you tight*
.... yes and the dawn tends to be the sun flaring... supernovaing and blowing us all into a painful firey oblivion
hah.
light at the end of the tunnel... oncoming train
silver lining in cloud... hello lightningbolt....
*hugs*
I wish you the best of luck. I started smoking when I was 13 and from about 14- 19 I smoked a pack a day. Quitting was the hardest thing I ever did but I couldn't be happier. My health improved immediately as well as gradually. In fact, I think, all these years later, that my lungs are still cleaning themselves out. But now I save money, don't get short of breath in bed, and don't stink like an ashtray anymore. My only wisdom I can impart unto you is to accept the fact that quitting will be the hardest thing you'll ever do so set a date, tell everyone(for support's sake) about it, and if you fall off the wagon, get right back on. Make sure you quit because you want to and, if in your case you don't, learn to. Anyways, I'm teribly sorry to hear yuor health is suffering dear. Be well, and good luck. I know you can do it. Much love
in my younger years...when i sported a goatee...i got told i looked like edward norton A LOT...or well..his character in American History X that is...and i have to agree..him and i have similar features...nose..and we smile the same...i could be his long lost kid brother..hahaha!
Missing what you leave behind is good - it shows emotion. But life goes forward and you will find othjer happiness. I thought i would not , after 5 years of happiness - i lost it all 4 months ago, partner, children, family, contemplated suicide, then as i climbed out of the pit found out my best friend of 18 years, the guy that helped me through has been seeing her 5 weeks after the split, found out in an auction hall full of mutual friends and people. he wasnt there....
didnt think i could recover but , still here still alive and god i will not give in, so look forward to what a new day will bring.
all crap i know but it means something to me
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