i cant afford to go to school, and my mom makes too much money to get loans.
Im so fucked.
I hate being here.
I cant stand it. I'm not me when I'm here. And no one could possibly understand how much I'm going through. I just need to escape for a little while, even if its not forever.
I've been laid off. It fucken sucks. I'm just going slightly crazy.
So much crap going on all at one makes me so unbeliveably paranoid. Skitz actually.
I don't know how to take things in. And deal with them all on seperate occasions. I have to deal with it all at once. AND THEN all new bullshit comes my way. And all I know to do is lock myself in a room and SCREAM really really loudly.
And then. The GOVERNMENT. That's a totally different story. I wont even go into. If i had enough money, Id trek my ass to where ever Kerry-Edwards are stationed and support them 100%!!!
Too many people dying, too many people crying, sadness shouldnt prevail over the smiles and laughter. This isn't the only thing known to human, mistakes arent always a misfortune. Somethings happen because it helps us learn to grown, to learn, to see, there's more out there what were seeing and hearing right now. We can MAKE our lives, and how our future will end up being. If we cower away, and hide our faces from the darkness, who will win? Do you believe everything will go away, if you just don't look at it, dont pay attention, just cover your face with the blanket like when you were ten, and trying to hide from the scary monster under your bed. This time, it's not just a blanket that you'll need to protect you. We need to be strong, fight for what we KNOW is right. If we don't, who will? Who will protect you lives, your childrens, our childrens, and our childrens children? How can we cover their eyes from the hate that knows only death and anger? We don't deserve what we have been given. A world so beautiful and rich with sources, THAT aren't unlimited. We must teach to love what we have. And know, it wont be like this forever, it can't. We won't exist. We'll be gone. We'll all, just.
die.
Im so fucked.
I hate being here.
I cant stand it. I'm not me when I'm here. And no one could possibly understand how much I'm going through. I just need to escape for a little while, even if its not forever.
I've been laid off. It fucken sucks. I'm just going slightly crazy.
So much crap going on all at one makes me so unbeliveably paranoid. Skitz actually.
I don't know how to take things in. And deal with them all on seperate occasions. I have to deal with it all at once. AND THEN all new bullshit comes my way. And all I know to do is lock myself in a room and SCREAM really really loudly.
And then. The GOVERNMENT. That's a totally different story. I wont even go into. If i had enough money, Id trek my ass to where ever Kerry-Edwards are stationed and support them 100%!!!
Too many people dying, too many people crying, sadness shouldnt prevail over the smiles and laughter. This isn't the only thing known to human, mistakes arent always a misfortune. Somethings happen because it helps us learn to grown, to learn, to see, there's more out there what were seeing and hearing right now. We can MAKE our lives, and how our future will end up being. If we cower away, and hide our faces from the darkness, who will win? Do you believe everything will go away, if you just don't look at it, dont pay attention, just cover your face with the blanket like when you were ten, and trying to hide from the scary monster under your bed. This time, it's not just a blanket that you'll need to protect you. We need to be strong, fight for what we KNOW is right. If we don't, who will? Who will protect you lives, your childrens, our childrens, and our childrens children? How can we cover their eyes from the hate that knows only death and anger? We don't deserve what we have been given. A world so beautiful and rich with sources, THAT aren't unlimited. We must teach to love what we have. And know, it wont be like this forever, it can't. We won't exist. We'll be gone. We'll all, just.
die.
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FUCK
START GOING RIGHT FOR ZAZIE DAMN YOU THINGS
*hugs you tight*
.... yes and the dawn tends to be the sun flaring... supernovaing and blowing us all into a painful firey oblivion
hah.
light at the end of the tunnel... oncoming train
silver lining in cloud... hello lightningbolt....
*hugs*