OK, still feeling kinda under the weather, but its my weekend of freedom, and likely the only one I'll get for a while, so I want to make the most of it. The verdict is out on what will win, logic, or fun. Theres a show tonight at Harveys I want to go to. We shall see. Other than that, Phecda went gray today.
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I love this site, because I can really just say whatever I need to say. Too many people on facebook who don't understand the situation, or can't know what was going on, I always have to edit myself, and keep myself from saying what I really want to. here I guess its like nobody knows me, though a few actually do, nobody on here is...
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nopantsdave:
I'd hang out with you if I still lived in town.....however, I've not stepped foot in Michigan in over two years.
I really want to vent, but I need sleep more. feeling like I may be getting a touch of whatever was going around. I rarely get sick, so sleep wins today. Meh to my friend. I said I was sorry, and I just get yelled at. like he never makes a fucking mistake.
--Z
--Z

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mattacme:
Rest up and sort it when you can.
So, home of Checker Motors, Kalamazoo. Pretty cool spot.
So, home of Checker Motors, Kalamazoo. Pretty cool spot.
zarphin:
Awww thanks california people. So odd that its always California people who are making me feel better. =) and yea Mattacme, Checker Motors, and much more. Nice town, not too big, not too small.
So, Had a great weekend with my kiddo. She's so adorable, and smart. really makes me question some of my decisions, but still I know they were the right ones, just wish I had more time with her. not that I did when I lived with her, but ya know, grass is always greener. bleh. In other news, tomorrow is singles awareness day. gag me....
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Doctor appointment fail. I was pretty sure the kidney stones weren't gone, so while that sucks, it was pretty much expected. I was going to ask the nurse out for lunch though. She was off today, makes me kinda upset. I had my nerve all worked up and everything, then she wasn't there. Oh well. She's probably off on a long weekend with her boyfriend...
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Well damn. Pissed off my one drinking buddy in town, the day before I find out I'm still waiting for all my lawyer crap to be over. Not so into going drinking on my own. Though I did last friday, when everyone had the flu. Thursday nights gonna be a lonely one I think. Thankfully Pandora radio is helping me out with some good tunes....
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I am one of the very few people who does not care about the damn super bowl. I know I know, commercials. Not too excited about those either. I'll watch, but I don't care. which makes going to a super bowl party a bit, ummmm annoying. Heres to wishing I had something else to do.
--Z
--Z

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kirin:
Wow, I sound like the crazy cat lady... 

zarphin:
You should be more on top of things. I'm a crazy cat guy, or am becoming one anyways. nobody to hang out with but my cats most days. too bad my retired father is taking even them from me. aw well. He's been alone for ten years, he's due to have some feline friends.
Holy snowy wonderland batman! Wow that was a pretty good storm we just had. I still had to go to work, yea a car dealership stayed open when the city government and the universities were closed. Got there and back safe and sound though, so thats good.
In other news, I was supposed to start having child support withdrawn from my checks automatically today, and...
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In other news, I was supposed to start having child support withdrawn from my checks automatically today, and...
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nopantsdave:
Holy Z update, batman!
It's true, we're creepy old men.....what can ya do?
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It's true, we're creepy old men.....what can ya do?
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zarphin:
Yea, its two so far this year I think.
been a while, but i really do need a place to just kinda vent. How you been man. I've mostly been caught up, i've always been on here, just not updating much. 


So, new year, new me. Last year, I left my wife to be with the woman I had fallen in love with, then that woman, My soul mate, was diagnosed with cancer, and four months later, she passed away. My ex wife has become a raving lunatic, and is treating me like shit. I kinda feel like I deserve it, but at the same time,...
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zarphin:
Thanks Lady. this is only half the story really. twas a truly crappy year, but i do have hope this one will be better. From my kidney stone, I think things shall just have to go uphill from here on in. Nothin wrong with lovin where you're from. Canada has been nice enough everywhere I've been in it. And you all seem to have your shit a bit more together than we do. At least in a few areas that matter.
Hope things go good for you too stranger, and thanks for the kind thoughts.
Hope things go good for you too stranger, and thanks for the kind thoughts.

kirin:
Son of a bitch!!! I'm so sorry. If I had read this earlier in the evening I would have made you come hang out with me. I was at Wild Bull watching the Spazmatics and having a pretty shitty time because my friend kind of ditched me and some drunk guy kept touching me.
My dad gets pretty chronic kidney stones, they're awful.
I really hope 2011 is a better year for you.

My dad gets pretty chronic kidney stones, they're awful.
I really hope 2011 is a better year for you.

I'm getting divorced. for a great many reasons, and I had a woman I was going to be with. We had developed the most amazing and wonderful connection and relationship. It was wrong, but it never felt that way. I no longer doubt the existence of true love, or of soul mates. I have felt it. I have felt electricity from the touch of a...
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