zarphin

So two weeks go by. I come back my hometown group leader is gone from SG he was oldskool too. makes me kinda sad. A new buddy is on tour but her band shes with isn't coming through my town. spent the whole day cleanin today, been bored, and lonely. don't have any plans for halloween, my favoritist holiday. in other nes i'll be 23 in less than a month. Damn thats old. ok well i'm hungry,k but i don't feel like eating.

Its unusual, everyday we're older than we were the previous day, we have more experience, perhaps we are better prepared today to deal with whatever it was we had to deal with yesterday. and yet i find myself going in cycles, repeating themselves. however this is the first time i've had someone to share everything with. I only hope that i don't bring her down with me. we were on such a high spot, and now we're hitting a very low spot. ah well the higher ya get the longer, and harder the fall right.

I won't let it get me down. i've been through far far worse before. Thank you SG for being here for me to vent at. even if noone reads it it makes me feel good to say it. later.

--Z