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zarphin

Kalamazoo, MI

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Friday May 07, 2004

May 7, 2004
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Disenchanted.

Wishing i could live in a fantasy
wondering where my life is
and where its going.

Needing to move forward
Being held back
All while standing still.

Whats important
Why should i grow up
but was life really better before?

Gah I hate the questions of life. damn the man. I feel the depression coming on, and the worst thing is my girl is getting depressed too. My girl isn;t someone to be depressed. shes a happy soul. what have i done to her. I feel so hopeless. i don't know if i'm going to make it, but i can't not try. blah
nopantsdave:
Dude, look at my last entry....I bowled a fucking 194! I started out the game with 5 straight strikes. I got a new bowling ball case at an estate sale in Saginaw and it came with an 18lb ball that I am quickly falling in love with. I have also started decorating the new case with some cool stickers.

If you want any pointers on how to not try just let me know and this ole pro will be willing to teach you. wink
May 7, 2004
zarphin:
also having been venturing around the site all day. I'd like to say that i don;t enjoy being a Z now because i never show up on any friends lists anymore. all you damned popular people. mad
May 7, 2004

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