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zarphin

Kalamazoo, MI

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Wednesday Nov 09, 2011

Nov 9, 2011
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Well, its been a while. I've met a girl, gone on a couple of dates, been stood up, been not called, so now thats over. She wasn't probably any good for me anyways, but it was someone who showed actual honest interest in me for the first time in a long time. Oh well thought no big loss.
Spent my night I got stood up with kirin on her night of being stood up, again. I feel so bad for her, all she wants, and all she really is looking for is someone who pays as much mind, and attention to her, as she does for them. Of course being the girl she is, he has to be thin, tattooed, pierced, and attractive. wink Apparently her guy is all of those things, but he lives far away, and seems to have some time management issues. Hopefully he works them out. I want my friend to be happy, whatever that requires or takes. Currently she means as much to me as anyone in my life excluding my kiddo. She and I hung out that night, and she was able to talk and vent quite a bit. Which is good, and I am glad to have been there for her. Now again she is hoping to see him friday, but she and everyone she knows are skeptical. She deserves to be happy, so hopefully he either shows up, or she finally is able to make the break in her heart, and head to be able to move on, and get ready for the rest of her life. She also listened to me bitch a bit about my stupid dating situation, but well its not a year long established anything, so I didn't talk quite as much.
Now I'm reeling from the sudden on, sudden off, of this girl, and some other stuff, trying to refocus my life, and free time on me, and being healthy, and happy. I get my kiddo for Thanksgiving, and we're going to have the misplaced in Michigan ms Kirin over as well. Looking forward to a small, but fun gathering.
In other news, we've been super busy at work, which is very excellent as it means I'm actually making some money these days. The only crappy part is I have so many bills and crap that are behind I feel like I'm still going nowhere fast, but one baby step at a time, I'm getting my life back on track. Yay for that. so on a happy note I'll end it.


Go give these sets some love, both these ladies greatly deserve FP again.

Kirin-Green Summer
Love this set, its so her, and the lighting, and pictures are amazing. go love it with me.

Kraven-Ruby Red
This set is amazing, she is gorgeous, and while she took down my favorite of her sets, this one is still very much FP worthy.

and finally a song about my feelings, and thoughts lately, about one girl in particular. Kind of my Muse.


--Zsurreal
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
kirin:
It's not a god damn butt plug! You need to do a new blog already!.tongue
Dec 26, 2011
kirin:
But now he thinks it *might* be a butt plug! tongue
Dec 27, 2011

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