zarphin

So much to say. SG WM meet up tonight was very nice. Thank you so Much Inkblot and Hubby for hosting. I still owe you, I realized on my way home, so I guess we'll have to see each other again. Glad to meet a couple new people. And possibly a new Hot hot hot Hopeful. Kirin shot a new set, saw a few pics, and it looks like a real winner. Great job ladies. Sorry a couple of our members didn't make it out for various reasons. Hopefully we'll catch you next time.

In other news, I've reached the point where I have to say goodbye to someone. I don't really want to, but its the best thing for me, and it really sucks. They helped me fill a huge void in my life right when I needed it most. I'll be eternally grateful for that, for all time. Now though its time to move on. It feels like that hole is right back where it was, but I just have to man up this time, and deal with it. I really truly fear I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. But I'm going to keep trying. I have a great group of friends, and if thats all I have in my life for the future, I am still a richer man by far than many other people. Goodbye my dear friend, I will miss you. I wish I thought this would be as tough on you as it is on me, but I know better, and that too would just be a lie, like I now believe so many other things were.

--Z