zarphin

So, Had a great weekend with my kiddo. She's so adorable, and smart. really makes me question some of my decisions, but still I know they were the right ones, just wish I had more time with her. not that I did when I lived with her, but ya know, grass is always greener. bleh. In other news, tomorrow is singles awareness day. gag me. Was annoyed in early January when the Vday crap was out, and by now, I just want to stab anything shaped like a heart, and burn it to the ground. No date, no plans, no nothing. I had an unvalentines party to go to, but figure this, I upset the friend who was throwing it, and i was uninvited. lol. me and the captain will likely be very well acquainted by this time tomorrow night. Unless something else comes up, not that it will, such is my life. Being single when I shouldn't be. Dealing with the loneliness, its one hell of an ordeal so far. My dad is out of town, so I am finally here by myself, which is great I like my alone time, but damn if its not going to make the dark silent nights more difficult. maybe my cats will come back to my bed since my old mans not around fawning over them. =) Hey lookie there a happy thought.
Watching the Grammy's, its weird no matter how much I don't enjoy some of the music, I'm a sucker for live performances, and music in general, and so far this year, I've really enjoyed them. Feels strange to me though that there are songs and artists nominated that I've never heard of before. I used to have my ears in everything. oh how things have changed with time. ah well.
cherish life, it is short and precious. be yourself. live for you. anyone worth having will be ok with you. TTFN

--Z