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zarphin

Kalamazoo, MI

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Thursday Sep 30, 2010

Sep 30, 2010
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I'm getting divorced. for a great many reasons, and I had a woman I was going to be with. We had developed the most amazing and wonderful connection and relationship. It was wrong, but it never felt that way. I no longer doubt the existence of true love, or of soul mates. I have felt it. I have felt electricity from the touch of a finger run through my whole body and ignite ever passion I have. I have had the most amazing mind blowing love making, and lived so true and free if only for brief moments in stolen time.

I lost my soulmate september 16 2010 to cancer. She had been fighting hard for four months, and doing ok. We had shared a cookie four days before. It took her from me. She was told to ignore the lump for over a year, and by the time they decided to act, it had spread through her bones. things took a sudden turn for the worse, and now my world is upside down. Please girls. check yourselves, and never ever let a dr tell you to ignore anything.

I miss her beyond words, and beyond explanation. my life will never be complete now. but I"m moving on. and moving back to kzoo. hope to see some old friends, and make some new ones real soon. Z is coming home.

--Z surreal

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