So Uh... 
Its been an interesting week. Ya know growing up my brother and I delt with alot of stuff. Aside from the hardcore childhood problems we probably delt with it. Almost getting tossed out of our house. parents without jobs. Parents with dibilitating disease, and finally parental death.
BUt after all that I'm a pretty tough person. emotionally at least. I can deal with nearly any situation in a calm manner, but my brother who is older than I can't. He is emotional, and stressed almost all the time. No longer depressed for me its hard to tell if he's really being happy, or what. hes not very mature at all. 24, and still living at home. gone to two colleges, and now deciding he wants to be a cop. I got no porblems with that. he's also a completely hippocritical christian. who happens to be dating another hippocritical christian.
So monday he calls me, and needs to know where somethin is at my dads house. I don;t know, but we keep talking. he gets to telling me about how he just went, and bought an engagment ring for his girl. WHOA! see two weeks ago i was discussing with my dad about how i was pretty sure my brother wouldn;t be with his girlfriend for much more than another few months.
Then he decides he needs to tell me something else. That He's going to be a dad in late May! So OK. lots of news. but heres the thing. his girlfriend is only 20. hes 24. no big deal. his girlfriend lives in jackson going to a chrisian university, and my brother lef that University. so they are an hour apart. her parents basically disowned her for being with my brother last year, and all that god stuff. Plus I had a baby scar about two years ago, turned out it wasn't mine, the girl was just a huge bitch.
So then yesterday my dad calls me to let me know when the wedding is. Umm October 24th! this year. CRAZY!! I'm so scard, freaked out, just absolutely wierded out. my brother is not mature enough to be getting married. If he sticks with this schooling to the end he'll be done next june, but this is his third career in 4 years. Not to mention he can't have a baby. they don;t have anywhere to live or anything. I just dunno. Its so weird. So I've gotta have a conversation with him, and talk to him about all this. he seems to be rushing things a bit. Arrrg. things were going so well in my family too. oh well Crazynes is just tons of fun right
ok thanks for listening i just had to get that out.
Its been an interesting week. Ya know growing up my brother and I delt with alot of stuff. Aside from the hardcore childhood problems we probably delt with it. Almost getting tossed out of our house. parents without jobs. Parents with dibilitating disease, and finally parental death.
BUt after all that I'm a pretty tough person. emotionally at least. I can deal with nearly any situation in a calm manner, but my brother who is older than I can't. He is emotional, and stressed almost all the time. No longer depressed for me its hard to tell if he's really being happy, or what. hes not very mature at all. 24, and still living at home. gone to two colleges, and now deciding he wants to be a cop. I got no porblems with that. he's also a completely hippocritical christian. who happens to be dating another hippocritical christian.
So monday he calls me, and needs to know where somethin is at my dads house. I don;t know, but we keep talking. he gets to telling me about how he just went, and bought an engagment ring for his girl. WHOA! see two weeks ago i was discussing with my dad about how i was pretty sure my brother wouldn;t be with his girlfriend for much more than another few months.
Then he decides he needs to tell me something else. That He's going to be a dad in late May! So OK. lots of news. but heres the thing. his girlfriend is only 20. hes 24. no big deal. his girlfriend lives in jackson going to a chrisian university, and my brother lef that University. so they are an hour apart. her parents basically disowned her for being with my brother last year, and all that god stuff. Plus I had a baby scar about two years ago, turned out it wasn't mine, the girl was just a huge bitch.
So then yesterday my dad calls me to let me know when the wedding is. Umm October 24th! this year. CRAZY!! I'm so scard, freaked out, just absolutely wierded out. my brother is not mature enough to be getting married. If he sticks with this schooling to the end he'll be done next june, but this is his third career in 4 years. Not to mention he can't have a baby. they don;t have anywhere to live or anything. I just dunno. Its so weird. So I've gotta have a conversation with him, and talk to him about all this. he seems to be rushing things a bit. Arrrg. things were going so well in my family too. oh well Crazynes is just tons of fun right
ok thanks for listening i just had to get that out.