zarina

I think the weather is confused.
All last week I was walking around without much of a jacket.
All next week, it's supposed to be warm enough that we won't need one at all.
We have a weekend of wet snow with thunder.

Snow AND Thunder

What the fuck.
Have you ever heard of a thunder and snow storm???

I'm stressed and tired of life.
I'm tired of the mess my house is always in.
I'm tired of people toying with me not knowing what they really want.
I'm tired of people that talk too much.
I'm tired of people who poorly sing along to classical music.

I've woken up stressed every day since wednesday.
I wake up early on my own, comfy in my bed, then it all sets in.
My head feels like it wants to combust or implode or something to cease it from existing and my bones feel like mush.
It takes me hours to leave my bed and face everything.
Yesterday I phoned my mom because it was all too much.

I love moms and their ability to make everything better without *really* changing a thing.

I was going to post a to do list for myself, but instead, here's a list of things that make me happy, which I think will be more useful:

-My mom
-The song Parade by Garbage
-Apple sauce
-Clean bedrooms
-Waking up in the sunshine
-Being in the darkroom
-Having the house to myself
-Kissing pretty girls
-Purple hair
-My baby rat
-But I'm A Cheerleader
-Stars
-Leaving Toronto
-Cheap Sangria
-Baths
-Happy lesbian couples
-Poloroids
-Summer
-This Picture

there's probably more that I can't think of. That's it for now though.

xoxo
-Zarina