zarina

Tonight I just feel like crying.

I'm perplexted and tired and due to that, little things are getting to me as well.

Girls confuse and scare me.

They also excite me and make me happy.

I feel like I've been cornered and the only way out is to face my fears.

I know exactly what the best solution is and what I need to do but can I do it? I have my doubts.

And what will happen if I don't do it?

What if I do do it and I do it all wrong?

What if she doesn't feel the same and everything has been in my head all this time? I don't want to end up as another story.

What if things get awkward between us and I lose her all together?

I can't take these guessing games anymore.


-Zarina