zarina

The world is pissing me off today and I miss Olivia and S5 and Lola and SF in general. Apparently no one fully expected me to come home. I don't think I fully expected to either.

I'm going to look into transferring over to one of their art schools for when I turn 21. One of my teachers told me he thinks it's possible, another told me how good of a school it is, but also that it's really really expensive.

Things are upsetting me that really shouldn't be. I even found myself upset over a memory of an exgirlfriend this morning that I honestly have been over for way over a year.Needless to say, I'm not a happy person right now. If I'm not with my friends (who are joyfully distracting me from my saddness), you can find me pouting somewhere, most likely with headphones on and some sort of hot drink in my hand.

I need to runaway. Luckily, I'm taking off to Ottawa this weekend with a bunch of my friends. Their band is playing at Zaphod's on saturday and we're having a party weekend. Earlier this week I didn't really want to go. I just didn't want to be traveling again. Today I realized though how badly I need it.

xoxo
-Zarina

Countdown to Scratching Post in Ottawa: 1 day
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