Saturday Oct 18, 2003

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Last night was a fucking crazy nightmare. I never want to live it again.

A select few of you know what I'm referring to. The rest of you, I'm sorry but you probably won't ever find out. It's just too close to the surface. Nearly 11 hours later, I'm still shakey and on the verge of tears. I just want it all to go away.

Never before have I ever fully appreciated the kindness in strangers. I also have never feared the evil in others like this before.

I'm so glad I had friends to talk to when I got home. I don't know what I would have done without them.

Last night was a wake up call. Shit can happen to us all. Don't ever think that it can't. Take those extra precautions to make sure you're safe. Fuck, just listen to your mom. Sometimes her insane amount of worrying and the requests she makes to make sure you're safe will save you.

xoxo
-Zarina
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kiscica:
you're in my thoughts beautiful. i'm so so sorry for what you had to experience. be strong sweetheart.

xoxoxoxo
elfhelm:
sorry to hear about the terrible nightmare. Never fear to wonder where it may be dark because on the other side is strength within. On another note i must say an interesting idea for a costume. But i think im way to ugly to pull that one off.

[edit: sorry i can't seem to spell today]
-Elf

[Edited on Oct 22, 2003 1:57PM]

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