Well I just need to vent actually I want to scream but since that wouldn't be prudent I will just write it out.Well first my husband an I decided to try and get pregnant and were were excited to find out that we were when I missed my period and took a test and it came back positive .We made a appointment with my OBGYN and confirmed that I was pregnant .and scheduled an appointment to come back 6 weeks from my last period so we can hear the heart beat and for a check up .This would be our first child together .He has 2 beautiful children from a past relationship and I have 2 from my ex .Well our 6 week visit came we were excited . But when the dr did the sonogram he could not find a heart beat he tried to do a vaginal sonogram to double check and found nothing .They told us there was nothing that could be done and that we would have to terminate the pregnancy.I know its only 6 weeks along but it is still heart breaking. So after sitting and talking about our options it was decided to to take my dr advice he recommended using the Mifeprex pill that way i could be at home .Well talk about the night from hell my god it was horrible . i wont go into gory details but i will say i experienced cramping the likes of which i would not wish on anybody.Hubby is devastated as am I but he said that we will get through this and he did everything he could last night and today to make me as comfortable as possible .Now i have to go back in 2 weeks to have a check up and see how long we have to wait to try again .Now if anyone is wondering why i am putting this out there its simple . 1 it will give all my followers a heads up so if i dont reply to my messages as fast as i usually do they will know and hopefully understand .And the other reason is if anybody has gone through something similar and need someone to talk to i can help them Every one i have talked to on here has been very nice to me with all the compliments and messages and I want everyone to know how much I appreciate them .
thanks everyone
