Change is good!!! and in 3 weeks I'll be on my way to Washington state, so if you live there hit me up because I know like 3 people there!!! It's sad leaving the big apple, I love it here the city is my home....October 17th is officially wedding day, but I could spare to loose another couple pounds before then, knowing my lover he'll come home from Iraq really skinny and buff and I'll look like a fat blob compared to him haha...but hopefully not! Everyone needs to see Succor's new set in MR right now, it's hawt, and she has amazing boobs I must say!
I wish I could do another set before I go but thats sounds impossible with my schedule right now, I had plans in the beginning of summer to do one with Brooklyn but plans fell through and I couldn't find a location...so yea..I need to find my cat a good home, I have an elderly long haired female cat I have to give away because I'm afraid the move will be too stressful for her...she does better when she's not around other cats, but will see...it's sad to give up a cat I've had for 14 years. New state, new life, getting married, what else is new I want to get a new tattoo I drew up a few months ago but right now it's hard to squeeze everything in before i leave.
God deployments suck for all you military men I feel you, it fuckin sucks like it's weird to think that it's almost over...it's kinda scary like alot's changed with me since this time last year, and moving across country is only adding to the long list of changes..I can't wait to see my lover again, it seems surreal that he will be home soon, it's hard to imagine when this whole year has been about change...the first 3 months were learning how to deal with it, sending letters and care packages for not just him, for me too...to know I was doing whatever I could for him...the middle was okay ...his R&R seems like it was only 2 days when I think about it now, but the last 2 months have been the hardest because we're both so stressed out; we argue over nothing that matters, nit pick each others words/texts(think instant messaging), it's crazy....I just want this to be over! But at least I know we're strong enough to get through it together, so that's good...and I'm still glad he's there for me to fight with..as dysfunctional as we are...and trust me we are....I really wouldn't change anything...because we're still together, and that says something.
So wish me luck, hopefully I'll be on more often, I miss my SG buddies!!! hope all is well with everyone!
Take Care
xoxoxo
Vixeyn
lol give you something to laugh at!
I wish I could do another set before I go but thats sounds impossible with my schedule right now, I had plans in the beginning of summer to do one with Brooklyn but plans fell through and I couldn't find a location...so yea..I need to find my cat a good home, I have an elderly long haired female cat I have to give away because I'm afraid the move will be too stressful for her...she does better when she's not around other cats, but will see...it's sad to give up a cat I've had for 14 years. New state, new life, getting married, what else is new I want to get a new tattoo I drew up a few months ago but right now it's hard to squeeze everything in before i leave.
God deployments suck for all you military men I feel you, it fuckin sucks like it's weird to think that it's almost over...it's kinda scary like alot's changed with me since this time last year, and moving across country is only adding to the long list of changes..I can't wait to see my lover again, it seems surreal that he will be home soon, it's hard to imagine when this whole year has been about change...the first 3 months were learning how to deal with it, sending letters and care packages for not just him, for me too...to know I was doing whatever I could for him...the middle was okay ...his R&R seems like it was only 2 days when I think about it now, but the last 2 months have been the hardest because we're both so stressed out; we argue over nothing that matters, nit pick each others words/texts(think instant messaging), it's crazy....I just want this to be over! But at least I know we're strong enough to get through it together, so that's good...and I'm still glad he's there for me to fight with..as dysfunctional as we are...and trust me we are....I really wouldn't change anything...because we're still together, and that says something.
So wish me luck, hopefully I'll be on more often, I miss my SG buddies!!! hope all is well with everyone!
Take Care
xoxoxo
Vixeyn
lol give you something to laugh at!