zanthyn

i hate deployments so much right now! 2 weeks like flew by, i got so used to my lover being around that now that hes gone again i feel so imcomplete :-( i cant wait until 8 months when he gets back, and this can all be over!!!! and we'll be living together then so that will be really really awesome!!! man airports suck too, when i was younger i used to love airports because i was excited to be going somewhere, or comming back from somewhere...and now thats always the last place i get to see my lover.. is in an airport somewhere, one of us is always going and i hate it. it will be awesome to live with him and be in the same state, and not have to worry about which one of us is leaving, seriously good-byes in airports are really difficult...and im always a mess.

so yea i start school on monday i think, im not too sure though i have to double check on that one though....and i talked to seattle university today, and they said that i will know in march whether or not i got accepted...,so pray i get accepted because i really want to go there!!!! if all goes well i will be transfering there for the fall semester...so yea....im so bummed and it seems like ive been sad and crying all day :-(...... i really hope the next 8 months go by quickly and my lover gets back to me safe and sound

oh and ps, thanks so much for all the nice comments about my set <3

xoxo Vixeyn