zanafar

So here I sit......all alone......again.
Nothing to do but sit and think (never a good thing with me)
Im still trapped. The van is dead.....cant even go to work.
And it snowed....cant walk anywhere.
I hate snow
And Im lonely as hell

Somehow, someway I ALWAYS end up in this same situation, no matter what I do. And Im tired of it

This entry is likely just like several others of mine.....sorry for that. Like I said....this happens alot. What scares me is the simple fact that it will happen again. Alot


Small update for you all.....I called in to know when I work next.....and Im not on the schedule Seems that since I called in one night to say I couldnt make it because of no ride the boss decided I dont need any hours this week And the van is dead....Mechanic called and said that there is nothing he caqn do So I need to get my car on the road. But it needs to be regestered. I need tax papers on it to register it. Ive no idea how to get those It also needs to be fixed. And needs new tires. AND we need to get a new (well...used) van cuz moms wheelchair isnt going to fit in my lil car.

And I gotta make all this happen with $400. After grocery shopping that is all I got left....and no more money is coming in cuz I have no work for this week

Update 2......Saw Moms remaining foot today (she is diabetic and lost the other leg as a result). I think that it wont be long till she loses the other leg