Well......tis is how my last few days have been.......
I work at 7/11. Walmart pays more for an easier job. And I dont much like 7/11. So after work on wedsday I was going to go apply. But before I leave work.....my boss tells me how Im doing such a great job and that she is putting me in the "career path"(what ever that is) and that I'll get some more cash. I just kinda stood there.....didnt know what to say in responce. I might get more money.....but I still dont much like the job....and I feel bad that Im getting sometyhing when people who have been ther longer and work harder dont
Then last night Derrick (Boygeorgeismymom 's boyfriend) quit. Im a little upset about that. Not at him......he had every right to and I dont much blame him (Im alittle afraid that one reason he left is because of me getting the career path thing...he deserves it alot more than me).....but because I enjoyed working with him. And Im afraid that now that he is gone....BGIMM is soon to follow....They are the only ones there I liked.
So after Derrick left....I needed to call someone else in. The only one who could come was Michelle......and I truly hate that woman. Last night was not fun.
Then this morning....I finally had the realization that the girl I like so much simply doesnt feel the same. Cant really blame her either
Im fairly certian that I have clinical depression. And its been hitting me hard lately. Feels like everything in the world is my fault. All I ever want to do now is sleep. I dont even dream at all.....havent since I was 13 or 14. I just prefer that darkness to life lately
I work at 7/11. Walmart pays more for an easier job. And I dont much like 7/11. So after work on wedsday I was going to go apply. But before I leave work.....my boss tells me how Im doing such a great job and that she is putting me in the "career path"(what ever that is) and that I'll get some more cash. I just kinda stood there.....didnt know what to say in responce. I might get more money.....but I still dont much like the job....and I feel bad that Im getting sometyhing when people who have been ther longer and work harder dont
Then last night Derrick (Boygeorgeismymom 's boyfriend) quit. Im a little upset about that. Not at him......he had every right to and I dont much blame him (Im alittle afraid that one reason he left is because of me getting the career path thing...he deserves it alot more than me).....but because I enjoyed working with him. And Im afraid that now that he is gone....BGIMM is soon to follow....They are the only ones there I liked.
So after Derrick left....I needed to call someone else in. The only one who could come was Michelle......and I truly hate that woman. Last night was not fun.
Then this morning....I finally had the realization that the girl I like so much simply doesnt feel the same. Cant really blame her either
Im fairly certian that I have clinical depression. And its been hitting me hard lately. Feels like everything in the world is my fault. All I ever want to do now is sleep. I dont even dream at all.....havent since I was 13 or 14. I just prefer that darkness to life lately
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im really sorry bout the chick..everything happens for a reason..im so scared of rejection, but hey sleep is really good for u..when i was batteling it out w the rents adn moving out..i went to bed at eight for two weeks..then things got better..found other things to make me happy...try drinking a glass of water before u go to bed..ive heard it helps you remember your dreams...ive been having weird ones lately...
best of luck to a better day...peanutbutter makes me happy, maybe u should eat some