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CONTEMPLATION
To Stay or To Go



Hey Everyone -

Here is a quick update for you that may not know what's going on. By Monday evening I am going to make a difficult decision whether I will be continuing my SG status here or if I will be taking a untimed leave of absence. I may take an extended or terminal break from my SG "career". Yeah, its a very difficult decision to make and I have many many reasons to stay as well as many reasons to move on for now. By no means is this a reflection on anyone but more of a personal choice on my part. If you have serious questions feel free to ask in private but I cannot promise that I will have much to say (like I said its a difficult and confusing decision to make on my part). This also does not mean that I will never be back, though I don't want to rule that out either. Feel free to continue posting comments and emailing me; my account will stay open for a period of time.

And again, no decision has been made yet. This may just be a pre-emptive note that never gets fulfilled... Gah, decisions, decisions, decisions... anyways I care about you all dearly and I will try to say hello and goodbye before my final decision.

Thanks everyone for your friendships, laughs, and heart,

OH! And here is just a little fun picture of me dressed up for my halloween party. Yeah I was the US XXXPress Postal Mailman... lol, most people just thought I was a strip club bouncer though.



JP