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Tuesday Oct 24, 2006

Oct 24, 2006
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Sometimes I wish everything could be crystal clear. If only everything could be easy.

But I have to remember that the best/great things in life are always worth fighting or working hard for. The best things to have are sometimes the hardest decisions to make, the ones with the most at stake. I try to be a rock for everyone else but inside you all should know I am human and have the same thoughts and worries as you all. Fear of being hurt, I wear my armor steady but sometimes a select few are allowed to see me without it and get into my heart; the spot of my highest vulnerability. It's there that trust must develop and grow from seedling to heavy rooted tree with time. It's a sensitive place to be and everything counts. Though my vulnerability is clear I am still hear to stand strong for what I want in life and its always the best of the best. My hands are strong and will protect, honor, and serve you in every way possible; at the same time these hands are gentle to the touch caring, loving, comforting, and warming to your heart. These hands will never leave your side, never find anything better to do, never purposefully hurt you, and designed to be there for you forever if you want them. Fear is fear for a reason... its there to keep you from being hurt, yes; but its also there to keep you from going after what is the best. If you need me to run through the fire with you I am here to take the heat and absorb what burns I can. I am here for you, and I always will be.

You never leave your wingman. wink

JP

Sorry emo post today but needed to say it.
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crazzy:
It's so true .. Matters of the heart are worth fighting for.. Time is all ya need.. I agree with Claw.. Don't apologize.. It's your blog. IT's your sounding board..And we love you for it! smile
~Crazy confused
Oct 24, 2006
dirrrty:
It's alright.. you know why? Because this is your journal.. and you can be an Emo Emu if you want to *giggles at The Freak*

Seriously, though. Hope things look up up ^ wink

Xoxo Valentine
Oct 25, 2006

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