zalika

i feel like drowning myself in everlasting silence (today) sitting in my room thinking of all the things that i have to do in the next few weeks - my life has become so hectic over the past few weeks well for one i need to start looking for a new school being that my school just filed bankrupt (which im sure alot of other colleges are doing) i've been feeling the need to expand education wise - thinking about my education i've been in performing arts schools since junior high school (art is all i know) not saying thats a bad thing just have been feeling the need to gain a little more 'brainpower' maybe in forensics which i always loved....

i need to be in a city :
(back to) New York
Chicago
LA
Miami

(but for not they are all just thoughts)

i'm back in New York for the week needed a break from the people out in San Francisco and some real food

i need to take a nap - i feel horrible!