zakrey

so i started dating someone about a 3 weeks ago. and well simply she made it past the first week which most of the women i try to date dont, be it me them or extenuating circumstances. the only problem is im an irishman, my blood runs green. so im a slave to my emotions. whenever a girl gets past my initial lust and has not either fucked me sincerely to early or just losing my intrest in them i fall faster than a sack of rocks on jupiter. but than at the same time ill go like this for well my longest to date relationship has been three months before i broke it off because of lose of interest so ill go like this for three months before i lose interest. there is clearly something wrong with me when it comes to relationships and i have spent many a nights trying to figure this out. i can figure out everything else out thats wrong with me and why. but this i simply cant. i just dont know. im trying many things to change but nothing has worked. i mean rereading this my mind is so scattered about this subject i cant even write coherently. back to the point i like this girl i cant figure out if its like all the rest or something different. well ill just have to go for the ride and hopefully i dont wake up one day and realize I've lost interest.