zain

Not at work today as i've been suffering with headaches and general feeling grossness. The headache has subsided a little thankfully and it at least gives me time to write here.
I think part of the cause is definitely the fact that i've had it with my job. I think i've been in the same place for far too long, and am losing patience with the people i'm meant to be helping. It's sad because I really like my colleagues, but i'm just not sure how much longer i can do it.

If I'm honest, the thing i'd really want to do, more than anything, is make enough of a living out of my photographs to do that fulltime. It's such a competitive place though, and I still have so much to learn, that I feel a little idealistic even thinking that. A girl can dream I suppose.

Still waiting for the sun to come out here, but planning my set, so hopefully will be able to shoot it soon. If all goes to plan, it'll be partly self shot, but with a little help.

Hope you're all having good days, and slightly sunnier ones than here. I'm going back to Mr Attenborough and Blue Planet

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