zahra

I don't understand how people can think they can waltz in and out of your life whenever they please. And when the reaction isn't happy, they just run right back out.

I needed a best friend who left me for some other life. A life she deserved to have. A call every couple of weeks would have been nice. So now that she's home, and bored, after months, and months, god nearly a year, i get a phone call. When I tell her how I feel she doesn't want to have the conversation.

Everything needs to be easy. Friends - accesable when needed.

When she turned 18 I worked for her so she could get her tattoo, and then spent all day trying to make her happy.

When I turned 18 she didn't even email me.

Am I not entitled to feel abandoned? Alone? Angry? I just want an appology. For her to try a little harder to be a part of my life.

Telling her this, though, when she contacted me, proved fruitless. She just signed offline and said "wish you best."

I hope the rest of her life is that easy.

I don't normally cry over friends. I wish she could see my face, maybe she'd understand.