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Monday Apr 18, 2005

Apr 18, 2005
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Hi, my name is Mandee. This is my first journal entry on the site and it's about 1:30 in the morning. Conan's sort of fuzzing in and out in the background and I'm trying to figure out why I'm still awake on a Monday night.

I've started the SG application process. I'm actually worried about the rejection possibility. I want to hit it off with a bang my first try, but there's no telling. Who knows, I'll probably serve well from a rejection or two. I don't mind learning, it can only help me.

I also applied to be in the SGBoston group before reading that they said they needed a testimonial, etc. Sorry, ladies, I don't mean to waste your time.

There's a feeling in the pit of my stomach and it will not leave until I accomplish my goal. I'll do it, if not now than someday.

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raedyn:
oh man... welcome to the site and how the heck did ya find me??? heheh you are beautifuland i'm sure that your photos will be accepted
Apr 19, 2005
karma:
An Aries girl. Of course your not going to give up. biggrin
Apr 19, 2005

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