zahra

So I'm going to the burlesque show tonight in Boston. At what cost though?

My boyfriend is selfish, he makes me feel like an asshole for practicially forcing him to go, when all I want is for him to keep a promise for once. One you say I'm going to be there, after several times of me saying, you don't have to come if you don't want to, then that pretty much means you're going to be there.

Unfortunately, he can't just do the right thing without me crying. He can't just make a sacrifice, do something IIII want to do for once. It crushes me, it really does.

We are falling apart. I have decided to just let it burn. There'll be nothing left soon enough.


See you tonight. I'll try to put on my best even though I'm sick and stuff..

EDIT: come and say hi to me, i'm shy, much more so than you'd ever think!