My life is falling apart.
In the past week I have had multiple fevers a day, I've been sicker than I can ever remember. My schoolwork slowly piled up until I nearly exploded and it is still seeping into this week.
In the past week my boyfriend has told me he doesn't love me anymore, taking it back after the fight. The abusive level our arguments reach has jumped - I never thought this could happen, I never thought he would say that.
In the past week I have appeared unprofessional to one too many photographers. This was the week where I had 4 shoots scheduled and a meeting with a photog. I attended 0. This breaks my heart.
I need to focus on me, I have become very depressed, so self loathing that I can't even force myself to shower, to make friends, to eat.
I must take time for me and for school.
In the past week I have had multiple fevers a day, I've been sicker than I can ever remember. My schoolwork slowly piled up until I nearly exploded and it is still seeping into this week.
In the past week my boyfriend has told me he doesn't love me anymore, taking it back after the fight. The abusive level our arguments reach has jumped - I never thought this could happen, I never thought he would say that.
In the past week I have appeared unprofessional to one too many photographers. This was the week where I had 4 shoots scheduled and a meeting with a photog. I attended 0. This breaks my heart.
I need to focus on me, I have become very depressed, so self loathing that I can't even force myself to shower, to make friends, to eat.
I must take time for me and for school.
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I trully hope all this is for good.
thank you for your help on my last post by the way