Did you all watch the wedding? I didnt and had no interest, its pretty much just a celebrity wedding over here, the royal family have very little power or influence so it was an overblown media circus wedding payed for by the taxpayer while the government is cutting services and jobs to save money and have just raised student fees from 3000 to... Read More
I've read a lot of Black Library stuff I'd say out of the Warhammer books then Gotrek and Felix is definitely amongst the best, there are other series that are worth getting and really good like Malus Darkblade which is an impressive inversion on the norm since the main protagonist is undeniably evil but still likeable but unlike Malus Darkblade and every other Warhammer series which is limited to 3 - 5 books Gotrek and Felix is an on going story. The only book I read and didn't like was Orcslayer which was a woefully bad and clunky mess probably due to Nathan Long being a relatively new writer taking on established characters after a popular writer. In fact Gotrek and Felix is so popular that supporting characters have got their own books now, Ulrika the vampire a former love interest of Felix's in Bloodborn and Grey Seer Thanquol a recurring nemesis of the duo in Grey Seer.
I learned a long time ago that you don't need to be intelligent at all to be management in retail you just need to say yes a lot so none of the managers have any common sense or brains at all really.
Hey everybody, thought i would just blog a little, been very busy over the last week.
This is the last week of Uni for the year, cant believe how fast its gone - 2 years already 1 more to go and then its back to having another stab at real life - maybe i will get it right this time and actually find someone who... Read More
Hey everyone, just a little bit of news at the moment.
I have uploaded the first part of my 3D Animation project for you lovely people to enjoy. Please bear in mind that i have had very little practice with 3DS Max at the moment so the detail isnt too great.
This scene is the first part of a 007 game trailer that makes up... Read More
Bit of a short one this week, not too much to say really its been a really quiet week.
Got my initial results for the first assignment, which were the 3D models i showed on here a few weeks ago, and its really good. I got 80/100 which is pretty damn awesome! An A or First starts at 75 so im pretty damn chuffed about... Read More
Hey all its been a reasonably good week so far, managed to sort out all of my student loans for my final year and the renewed contracts for the house im living in, so i get to remain a slacker student for another year
Been doing lots and lots of reading, apart from the usual comics ive finished reading One of our Thursdays is Missing... Read More
It's undoubtedly because my taste has definitely broadened over the years,as far as music is concerned I can't get 99% of electro stuff in a shop unless I order it at my local independent shop which kind of defeats the purpose of going to the shop in the first place. It really is weird how I've gone from going into town every week and browsing in HMV and the like to only really going into town once a month or so and that's just to pick my comics up. I don't really browse anywhere aside from Waterstones and then I don't really buy anything unless it's on some offer or other.
I'm trying to cut down my frankly ridiculous expenditure on comics which was getting a bit out of hand if I'm honest. The other month I spent over 100! on one visit, that was somewhat anamolous it has to be said though. Is Madame Mirage a self contained story? Thanos Imperative does look swanky I've got Infinity Gauntlet somewhere and thought that was really good.
Thank you everyone for the kind words to my previous blog, your thoughts are greatly appreciated and i have taken them to heart. By putting it down in writing i think i could understand it better, but dont quote me on that.
I never minded how the friendship has turned out, sometimes like this weekend i sometimes wish they were different but most of the... Read More
Im in a bit of a depressed mood at the moment, ive spoilered the blog for those that dont want to read it. Its a little about how i feel and is really just me putting down my thoughts for myself to i dont know deal with them somehow?
I can relate to that majorly hombre, I'm awkward in social settings (and used to be even worse) especially if I don't know people, I'm like a fish on the riverbank gasping for air but usually someone comes along who throws me back in the river if you get my meaning.
I'm pretty much regarded by every girl/woman (not sure which is appropriate really) I've ever met as Nice Guy material, which for a long time I thought was a curse but it's all a matter of perspective the bonus of girls thinking you're a Nice Guy is they don't have to worry about you wanting to get in their pants which is refreshing and makes a change from every other guy they know pretty much. It makes friendships a lot stronger too since it develops trust a lot more if you're not one of the guys. I've met my soon to be housemates via SG purely because of being a Nice Guy so don't get too down about being seen that way.
I know from personal experience I don't see any of the positive attributes of my personality in myself despite being told about them numerous times by several friends, I have incredibly low self-esteem because of it so don't think I'm ever going to meet anyone because of it and several other issues I have.
Dealing with feelings for someone is awkward, especially if they're a friend. In your case I think if your friendship is anything like you describe it then the girl in question should be happy she's got such a good friend in you who cares about her happiness even to the detriment of your own.
Like merlowe says there's no easy way around the minefiled of emotions you find yourself in when you like someone.
Unfortunately, bad experiences are inevitable. You learn from your mistakes and experiences and that's what make you a stronger, better person. Believe me, I've had my share of ups and downs. We all fall down at some point, it's how you pick yourself up. That's the real challenge, isn't it?!?! Don't worry, there are other fish in the sea.
As always, thank you from the bottom of my heart for your support on my sets! You have no idea what that means to me!! I'm so glad to know that I have a friend on the other side of the pond! If you need to talk, just let me know!!
One of my favourite poets.
Good luck with school! 
and I didnt watch the wedding.. but I saw it later