The good news? Last night I found out my roommate is truly amazing and she loves me.
The bad news? Last night I found out my boyfriend promised himself he would never date someone with my past. Now I'm waiting for him to tell me if he is going to keep that promise... and if he's not... if I want to put myself through loving him again. It's not just emotional pain. My body is so tied in with my emotions at this point that it is physically excrutiating to lose him. I was up until 6am this morning because my mind was so loud and my stomach was so (is so) fucked.
Too much info? nah.
Now off to class. and after that. to the tarot card reader because I'm too fucking spineless to make up my own mind.
cl0ck
The bad news? Last night I found out my boyfriend promised himself he would never date someone with my past. Now I'm waiting for him to tell me if he is going to keep that promise... and if he's not... if I want to put myself through loving him again. It's not just emotional pain. My body is so tied in with my emotions at this point that it is physically excrutiating to lose him. I was up until 6am this morning because my mind was so loud and my stomach was so (is so) fucked.
Too much info? nah.
Now off to class. and after that. to the tarot card reader because I'm too fucking spineless to make up my own mind.
cl0ck
too much info? yeah, that was pretty gross.
me love you long time.
let the boy show you who he is.
and don't add salt.
xoxo