zaftigg

If lovin' you is wrong I don't wanna be right...

mindless self indulgence
buffalo, ny
this evening
my pasty arse
finger lickin good, yall
cl0ck

sex is violent
.dream.
visions
small white hall
you me and three more
they don't matter much
to me, at least
just faces
scarred and mutilated sex

you and your blade
you and your power
you and your cock
"swaying pendulously to and fro"
back to your blade

down the part of her hair
part the flesh
part of me cringes at the possibility of...
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phlegm and pills
wait for it
now blow
harder
harder
faster

it's a crutch
nursing a physical ailment
better still, a blindfold

while visions of her dancing in drag
poison this serenity

don't wake me until I'm bleeding again
vivid reds, yellows, blues
dancing naked just east of eden

innocence, spread your cheeks for me.
bend over and present yourself
feel the sweet nectar collect...
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y tu mama tambien

beautiful
erotic
true
too true
bright and vivid
until it washes out with time, no?
cl0ck

subphylum
stink so clean
skin like razors
rub it till it bleeds
smells so suite
looks so loud

this coil is giving me fucking rope burn again
cl0ck

so sick... want to fuckin get better already
cl0ck

this would be so much easier if you were here...

cl0ck

Well, that's the last time I watch a Mike Figgis film to cheer me up.

"Get us a table at some nice restaurant, ok?"
-alex

cl0ck

constraints of society keep us appart
where the earth swallows the fruits of our passion
the scent of fuck life death lingers
and I wait for it to ripen
I wait for you to return so we can ravage them all
so I can skewer myself onto its rigormortis
there's only a few minutes difference between normal sexual relations and necrophelia, some times

Still the...
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Lords of Acid. Coming to Rochester yet again. I think I just creamed my grannie panties. Jade4U rocks my non proverbial world. I saw them three years ago... it's a fucking cabaret with pvc, whips, chains, and delicious girls and boys touching themselves to the likes of concerto for me myself and I. mmmmm, Praga khan and Jade4U. mmmmm.
cl0ck
and there goes my cream...
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Man, I hate, HATE feeling like this towards a friend. I hate the way my emotions get in the middle of a good thing. I used to hate myself more than I loved you... but now I accept myself... so now what? God fuckin damnit, I hate beautiful boys and their staten island accents... or I wish I did, at least.
cl0ck
document this, bitch

deer antlers turn me on to no avail driving in buffamallow found deer antlers on side of the road connected to top of a skull. so beautiful, and yellow... his name is Sir Benson Suturbottom.
Man, UB is so fuckin dry... I have the most crusty bugers sticking to my septum ring... but I guess that's not necessarily a bad thing.
Tonight I drink to...
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