If this is as good as it gets, fuck it, let's live unhappily ever after
so I can stop propositioning people to blow me who own shot guns
so I can stop being an asshole to my own mother
so I can stop with all this intestinal chaos
I feel like Pollock lives in my toilet, with a rich array of browns and reds and...
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so I can stop propositioning people to blow me who own shot guns
so I can stop being an asshole to my own mother
so I can stop with all this intestinal chaos
I feel like Pollock lives in my toilet, with a rich array of browns and reds and...
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I'm not alive unless I'm living in theory
I'm don't make sense unless we play pretend
I'm afraid of becoming something
because no one can live up to these fantasies
what is the point when it's all been done?
I want to snap off and dive into something deeper
file something in the 'who gives a shit' section
lock myself into the same shit, different...
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I'm don't make sense unless we play pretend
I'm afraid of becoming something
because no one can live up to these fantasies
what is the point when it's all been done?
I want to snap off and dive into something deeper
file something in the 'who gives a shit' section
lock myself into the same shit, different...
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...If Lions Gate will okay a movie like fuckin Cabin Fever... and not just okay it... but distribute it... and put some serious effort into advertising it... I'm fuckin golden.
I don't know really what to say about that movie. I was ranting and raving last night. I think the arse who wrote, produced and directed it was huffing paint and ordering a bulk supply...
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I don't know really what to say about that movie. I was ranting and raving last night. I think the arse who wrote, produced and directed it was huffing paint and ordering a bulk supply...
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ninetysevencents:
Instead of doing that, how about just seeing Once Upon a Time in Mexico again? that has eye carving aplenty.
once upon a time in mexico...
seen it twice now. Two nights in a row. Seriously, need I say more? Movie tickets is not cheap when you're trying to save money.
but now I realize what I must dress up as on halloween. now i realize that I've been a C.leavage I.nspection A.gent all along and all I need is a wig, a third arm,...
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seen it twice now. Two nights in a row. Seriously, need I say more? Movie tickets is not cheap when you're trying to save money.
but now I realize what I must dress up as on halloween. now i realize that I've been a C.leavage I.nspection A.gent all along and all I need is a wig, a third arm,...
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veganvixen:
movie tickets are too expensive, and most movies of today suck. slow roasted pork, and a third arm?
SHAOLIN SOCCER
wanna see it
waiting for it to come out
after it comes out
gonna wait for the uncut release
wanna see it
waiting for it to come out
after it comes out
gonna wait for the uncut release
lil_billy_ben:
Quills was a fuckin' awesome movie , I saw it when it came out, I especialy liked Juacine Phenox's role. And how at the end he was comitted.
If you could kill or brutaly beat or kill anyone who would it be and how would you do it?
If you could kill or brutaly beat or kill anyone who would it be and how would you do it?
special like you a star like you special like you
degrading myself and looking up
to the stars and the sky
underneath your fig tree you could have had nirvana on earth
and maybe I would have gleaned a little
you could have been a god
and maybe I would have hired you
you could be here tonight, with evin and I, suckin nitrous
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degrading myself and looking up
to the stars and the sky
underneath your fig tree you could have had nirvana on earth
and maybe I would have gleaned a little
you could have been a god
and maybe I would have hired you
you could be here tonight, with evin and I, suckin nitrous
and...
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lil_billy_ben:
I can't say I ever did wonder what things would be like underwater but I imagine everyone would float.
If you could kill anyone who would it be? How would you do it?
If you could kill anyone who would it be? How would you do it?
claudine:
why is it that underworld and orbital are always together? you say one and think of the other.........
can anyone identify the songs through the lyrics?:
"Here. You can be anything. Anything that scares you. I think that scares you. Here. I've been here before. But only by myself. Myself. I promise I'd see it happen. I promise I'd see this with you now... What givin' gives you and where givin' up takes you... Here. If anything. Here there's only air. And just...
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"Here. You can be anything. Anything that scares you. I think that scares you. Here. I've been here before. But only by myself. Myself. I promise I'd see it happen. I promise I'd see this with you now... What givin' gives you and where givin' up takes you... Here. If anything. Here there's only air. And just...
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lil_billy_ben:
Probably the Dabra Jean set where she puts the shotgun in her mouth. 
How has life been treating you lately?
How has life been treating you lately?
lil_billy_ben:
I'll have to say.......Mad Professor by ICP. Good question...tough one.
What is your favorate form of masterbation and why?
"One nation under masterbation." \m/
\m/
What is your favorate form of masterbation and why?
"One nation under masterbation." \m/
\m/clean house
leave me be, I don't think I can stand to be around you again
soley for my own failures
and having your fucking success rubbed all over the place like a stale condom
fuck her love her
fuck this
I'm sick of all this shrapnel
why why was I programmed to feel pain
I don't want anyone to worry anymore
I just want...
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leave me be, I don't think I can stand to be around you again
soley for my own failures
and having your fucking success rubbed all over the place like a stale condom
fuck her love her
fuck this
I'm sick of all this shrapnel
why why was I programmed to feel pain
I don't want anyone to worry anymore
I just want...
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lil_billy_ben:
Ummmm, what question are we on?
thwap thwap thwap thwap thwap thwap thwap
hello this is mrs. goldfarber eppstein barrs syndrome testing facility for your psycho dynamic pleasure
intoxicating you with vitamins a b c d and tylenol pm
who is this?
Jerry!
rocket rocket all of my rocket sauce
not gonna get it together for a while
but that's ok
not gonna be ok for awhile
but I'll get there...
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hello this is mrs. goldfarber eppstein barrs syndrome testing facility for your psycho dynamic pleasure
intoxicating you with vitamins a b c d and tylenol pm
who is this?
Jerry!
rocket rocket all of my rocket sauce
not gonna get it together for a while
but that's ok
not gonna be ok for awhile
but I'll get there...
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all speckled and pale and new
bloodvessels popped all over my face
from spending saturday night and all day sunday throwing up an entire bottle of tylenol pm
just thinking about tylenol pm turns my stomach
I almost asphyxiated on my vomit a few times
couldn't call for help, was out of breath
I wish I had died
I still wish I were six feet...
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bloodvessels popped all over my face
from spending saturday night and all day sunday throwing up an entire bottle of tylenol pm
just thinking about tylenol pm turns my stomach
I almost asphyxiated on my vomit a few times
couldn't call for help, was out of breath
I wish I had died
I still wish I were six feet...
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_v_:
not sure what to say
i can only send out love
i am in pain right now too
just trying to get my head straight
it is really taxing
but i must survive
i can only send out love
i am in pain right now too
just trying to get my head straight
it is really taxing
but i must survive
ninetysevencents:
ninetysevencents(at)fluxing(dot)net
That's by e-mail. I've a local phone too but little privacy so for realtime contact, try my aim handle: point97dollars
That's by e-mail. I've a local phone too but little privacy so for realtime contact, try my aim handle: point97dollars
m'aidez
service was today.
I don't know what's stopping me from takin this big ol' bottle of tylenol pm right here.
I don't know...
service was today.
I don't know what's stopping me from takin this big ol' bottle of tylenol pm right here.
I don't know...
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muggan_music:
*hugs*
i didn't learn about what had happened until yesterday.
hang in there suitepee.
i didn't learn about what had happened until yesterday.
hang in there suitepee.
_v_:
please don't say such things
one of my closest friend's body was found in a lake.
two days ago.
yesterday I was listening to a mix he made me six months ago and thinking about how I needed to be with him.
I found out a half hour ago he's dead.
I want to be with him so badly.
so fucking badly.
cl0ck
two days ago.
yesterday I was listening to a mix he made me six months ago and thinking about how I needed to be with him.
I found out a half hour ago he's dead.
I want to be with him so badly.
so fucking badly.
cl0ck
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lil_billy_ben:
Bad times 
Tough question but I should have seen it cumming. I guess my hell would be all my friends and loved ones refusing to agknolage my existance. Also to have no meaning in my life no music....constant scilence. To basicaly not exist to the world.
Time fo' your question, What unhealthy copping mechanismes do you use to deal with your depression (for ex. excessive sleeping, or eatind, cutting), and what prevents you from using more healthy ways of dealing with depression?
Tough question but I should have seen it cumming. I guess my hell would be all my friends and loved ones refusing to agknolage my existance. Also to have no meaning in my life no music....constant scilence. To basicaly not exist to the world.
Time fo' your question, What unhealthy copping mechanismes do you use to deal with your depression (for ex. excessive sleeping, or eatind, cutting), and what prevents you from using more healthy ways of dealing with depression?
paulsandman:
That is very terrible news I offer you my sympathies. I so very sorry it happened to you.