zaftigg

"Nikki, call me asap.
Alexander J, call me when you get home from work.
Beth, I'll probably call you since you're never online. That, and you don't like me. "

I love this girl a little bit. a little bit more each day actually.

I am getting a white boxer biotch, huzzah!!


I've known Et since she was a fetus. And, we had some great...
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mutilated lips give a kiss on the wrist of worm like tips of tentacles expanding in my mind I'm fine accepting only fresh brine you can get another drop of this yeah you wish

there it is, in my room, blurred and faded
the soft thud of cooling blood
the rush of my juices boiling over

faded jeans stained and crusted over
saddling up against the grain

quite frankly, I don't want to hear another word out of your mouth.
I'd much rather let the motions drag it in circles until I speed there, on the threshold, back like...
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chicago. gotta get my shite together so I can be there come fall.

working very hard long hours.
starting to have more wet dreams.

I do the nude model shoot next thursday. a little excited for that.

a little excited that you came around.

if I could have one thing right now, it would be the will to stop smoking.

cl0ck

hot time dancing at mothers tonight.

I love the older drag queens. I have to say that I feel like the rest, at this point, aren't queens, they are female impersonators.

I have had this urge deep in my fuckin core to dance and I got it out tonight
I need to get out and dance more often.

I need to fuckin find a club...
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think I'm getting a cold... time to bust out the zinc nose swabs.

anais drives me a little bit mad with desire.

I've lost about 45 pounds since november. somewhat slow, but still going.

cl0ck

so anyhoodliedoodle, I guess I'm gonna be doing some nude modeling relatively soon. short of that, I need to get some shots done for a photo project.

cl0ck

sexual explosion burstin in my palat a promise of things to come it won't taste as good if you rub it before the kill

I can feel this tidal wave dredging up things inside me I haven't felt since buffamallow and all I want to do is dance, fuckin cock, yes.

and all I want to taste is this video bite in my mind of...
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fischerspooner
holy shit
artists have more fun and I think I just creamed myself
fuckin fischerspooner

I'm a little obsessed already
here's to my health

there's so much death, you know? I'm swimming in the notion of it. I think that if I don't start making films soon and getting out to chicago I may just lose it. shit. I haven't thought about the moment...
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Let me be Ron with you for a moment.

I have never been so regular since I was 14 years old. My gastrointestinal system has been kicking it top notch for the past two weeks and I feel like a puppet brought to life.

My shite has actually had form for two whole weeks. No break.

I think I'm starting to get my feet a...
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I heart boobs.

met my sister's instructor last night at the little when her class went to go see girl with a pearl earring. It's odd when there's such a strong bond between strangers sometimes.

She told me I need to go to chicago. and I listened, because I don't know where I want to be. Part of me says Fitchburg. Part of me says...
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you know what? don't get to close to my fantasy.

don't be afraid to clutch the hand of your creator.

stare into the lion's eyes and if you taste the candy, I swear, you'll get to the surprise. ahhhhh.


going to a mixer tonight. I've never been so acutely aware of my age group. I feel as though we've been a hemmin and a hawing...
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