Everything is here and I'm a fucking spinning non stop
becky is gone
it's been a year as of yesterday since mike's been gone. went down to the bridge with genny. we wrote some cards and threw some flowers into the bridge and lit some candles and all I could think about is the fact that I'm not supposed to be older than mike and...
Read More
becky is gone
it's been a year as of yesterday since mike's been gone. went down to the bridge with genny. we wrote some cards and threw some flowers into the bridge and lit some candles and all I could think about is the fact that I'm not supposed to be older than mike and...
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
1aura1:
have fun!
runelateralus:
Welcome to Columbia. May your orientation go smoothly!
nessie boo.
so how about I realized how much I've been neglecting my snake due to wonky work when I put my hand in her cage today and she bit it.
That mind you, hasn't happened since I first met mistress nessie and she was hungry.
tis time to reaquaint with my gorgeous gal. She deserves it and I am gonna fuckin miss her like...
Read More
so how about I realized how much I've been neglecting my snake due to wonky work when I put my hand in her cage today and she bit it.
That mind you, hasn't happened since I first met mistress nessie and she was hungry.
tis time to reaquaint with my gorgeous gal. She deserves it and I am gonna fuckin miss her like...
Read More
lil_billy_ben:
Your lucky, I'm not allowed to have pets at my apartment. 
this is the part where I say hmmm. getting ready for some uber high voltage life changes here.
Saying good bye to my dearest becky and rochester.
Mike's post mortem anniversary is coming. And I can't tell you how odd it is to surpass him in age now. I am now older than michael burbank and it kills me. I have become so holistic and...
Read More
Saying good bye to my dearest becky and rochester.
Mike's post mortem anniversary is coming. And I can't tell you how odd it is to surpass him in age now. I am now older than michael burbank and it kills me. I have become so holistic and...
Read More
lil_billy_ben:
Where are you moving to?
Going to orientation in chicago early august. Going to see Jason in OK the next week. Headed away to chicagie fer school in september. Working fucking every day except for one the rest of this month.
Things I've been doing on a daily basis
work
talking to jason
eating at kc's
javas
smokey
drivey
creaming myself when I think about george c. scott
watching simpsons/family...
Read More
Things I've been doing on a daily basis
work
talking to jason
eating at kc's
javas
smokey
drivey
creaming myself when I think about george c. scott
watching simpsons/family...
Read More
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
victorian:
check it out
Tri State Video
if youre buying a cam let me know perhaps we can do something like get a discount if we buy 2 of them
Tri State Video
if youre buying a cam let me know perhaps we can do something like get a discount if we buy 2 of them
lil_billy_ben:
Oh shit, Victorian is gone. 
You smell delicious.
cl0ck
cl0ck
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
lil_billy_ben:
thank you. 
pureblu12225:
does this mean I should double post more often hehe
and if the devil is six then god is seven.
victorian:
and in 12 days i will be 569 miles away and i will miss you for a time indefinite
1aura1:
I am number 42!
red ribbons down my wrists
haven't had the urge in so long and I know it's not supposed to be like this I know I'm supposed to have called you first but I'm hoping that by the end of ze entry the urge will be gone. funny, it seems to be growing. I dont want to bother you. I don't know how many times I've...
Read More
haven't had the urge in so long and I know it's not supposed to be like this I know I'm supposed to have called you first but I'm hoping that by the end of ze entry the urge will be gone. funny, it seems to be growing. I dont want to bother you. I don't know how many times I've...
Read More
lil_billy_ben:
I always hate who I used to be, I'm at relative peace with my current self but I'm glad the past is over.
It's funny. now that I am seeing someone, all the skeeves are coming out of ze woodworks and suddenly these folks all wanna tap it. I must exude the stench of fuck now and they can smell what was once so dormant.
rock on players... at a distance.
cl0ck
rock on players... at a distance.
cl0ck
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
lil_billy_ben:
you pimp you
dakorarei:
hey there girly! how have things been?
the last day. it's going to be very bitter sweet, no?
cl0ck
cl0ck
lil_billy_ben:
last day of?
woo hoo going to buffamallow today, I win
just got ze mr. show dvd third season. I really need that second season, though.
cl0ck
just got ze mr. show dvd third season. I really need that second season, though.
cl0ck
1aura1:
buffamallow?
Hold on, let it form and mold till it cuts you in the arm in the foot
it was never supposed to be like this
rushed and bleeding so sweet
kiss him black and blue
I was supposed to go somewhere but now I can't remember for the life of me
man he smells so fuckin good
sounds like someone's got a case of the...
Read More
it was never supposed to be like this
rushed and bleeding so sweet
kiss him black and blue
I was supposed to go somewhere but now I can't remember for the life of me
man he smells so fuckin good
sounds like someone's got a case of the...
Read More
crimsondeath:
Never in my craziest dreams, could I have forseen
A near encounter, a random internet moment
Leading to a coffee house rendezvous
Pouring rain, Nervous twitches
Who would've believed it could culminate into this
The hands of time, spare no time...
For they spin like cl0ckwork, in a blurred haze
Minutes become Hours, Hours become Days
The hour glass was full, Now the sand fades
Your sweet caress, your tender touch
The look of wanting, the quiver of desire
The submissive exists, but doesn't always come out to play
Nails across my back, fingerprints across my face
The eye of the tiger, the huntress on the prowl
The dominatrix exists, but not in a 'showgirls' sort of way
My thoughts cosumed by the move
But where there once was joy, there is only sorrow
Distance will soon arise, this I despise
But I'll remain true, because I belong to you
And time will remain a blur, until the distance is no longer therrr
::smilin' like a cracked out jackass::
I'll see you soon... :-
[Edited on Jun 11, 2004 11:07AM]
A near encounter, a random internet moment
Leading to a coffee house rendezvous
Pouring rain, Nervous twitches
Who would've believed it could culminate into this
The hands of time, spare no time...
For they spin like cl0ckwork, in a blurred haze
Minutes become Hours, Hours become Days
The hour glass was full, Now the sand fades
Your sweet caress, your tender touch
The look of wanting, the quiver of desire
The submissive exists, but doesn't always come out to play
Nails across my back, fingerprints across my face
The eye of the tiger, the huntress on the prowl
The dominatrix exists, but not in a 'showgirls' sort of way
My thoughts cosumed by the move
But where there once was joy, there is only sorrow
Distance will soon arise, this I despise
But I'll remain true, because I belong to you
And time will remain a blur, until the distance is no longer therrr
::smilin' like a cracked out jackass::
I'll see you soon... :-
[Edited on Jun 11, 2004 11:07AM]
it's all a hazy blur and I smell like fuck
cl0ck
cl0ck
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
lil_billy_ben:
I love that smell....that is if we're thinkin' of the same kinda fuck.
1aura1:
does that mean you got some or you just smell funny?