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The good news? Last night I found out my roommate is truly amazing and she loves me.

The bad news? Last night I found out my boyfriend promised himself he would never date someone with my past. Now I'm waiting for him to tell me if he is going to keep that promise... and if he's not... if I want to put myself through loving...
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muggan_music:
*hops in your lap*
too much info? yeah, that was pretty gross.
me love you long time.
let the boy show you who he is.
and don't add salt.
xoxo
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It were proper bo I tell thee

Bo' Selecta

I fell in love with bo' selecta and Avid's Craig David over ze break

Also met Henry and Gus. Two more reasons to push through ze pain. Yee haw.
cl0ck
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ladymaze:
Hrm. Shall we make it a coffee or lunch or dinner date? I'm pretty busy the next couple of weeks, with school, but I've gotta eat, right? Combine the two, and I'm golden!
salome:
How did that film you shot this month turn out? Sounded like an interesting premise; wish I'd known about it in time or I would have auditioned.
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Well. I haven't gotten my film back yet. But at least I'll have something waiting for me when I get back after... MEETING MY GORGEOUS NEPHEWS!!!

I'm taking oodles of pictures and I think I want to get a shirt printed with their pictures on it.

Well, I'll be in Atlanta meeting my nephews for Thanksgiving. It may not be Thanksgiving with the Lynches, but...
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A little scared. I think I may have an ulcer, actually.

My body has been protecting me for so long this semester that I wore it down without any regard. Now it can't protect me anymore. No wonder I have this hollow feeling these days.

I'm working to regain my body's confidence.

Finished picture lock for my editing I project last night. I'm famously happy...
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skeksi:
The pope is coming!
baise:
Woman, take care of yourself! I hope the new medical people poking at you can help with some of your health problems.

The Third Man has the best film soundtrack EVER, I don't care what anyone says.

Hope all is otherwise well with you and yours. kiss
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A little scared. I think I may have an ulcer, actually.

My body has been protecting me for so long this semester that I wore it down without any regard. Now it can't protect me anymore. No wonder I have this hollow feeling these days.

I'm working to regain my body's confidence.

Finished picture lock for my editing I project last night. I'm famously happy...
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There's like this teeter-totter that is the construct of my libido. Follow this, dig...

The more I'm focused on making films that are highly sexualized, the less I feel the need for anyone to fill anything...

The more I am focused on a fuck, the less focused I am in film.

I feel like George from Seinfeld. eh eh?

cl0ck

magic time with Baise and...
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hedy:
i sooo get that. which is why i need to go back to school to channel some of this excess energy.

i'm happy the shoot went well! keep yer fingers crossed that nothing happens in the next 14 hours to prevent me from having surgery. ooo aaa
hedy:
p.s. did you lose yer virginity to rusty nail?! kiss
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Dood. I'm crazy. But I still love you. Always have, baby.


Yesterday at work, I thought about how lovely it would be if we randomly broke out into musical and then spent the rest of the shift trying to pronounce "guiche." It's geesh, I guess. as in... Hey, look at that flock geesh over there. Or, I'll have the spinach and feta guiche. Or. and...
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lotusmonger:
they keep the redbull behind the counter at that grocery store around from the theatre building...
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anger.... rising.... skin turning green.....

I think I just got an ulcer today because people let me down and I let them let me down. dig?

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muggan_music:
indeed, I did! I'm guessing you didn't get my text messages saying how much I loved them and that you inspire. anywho, I love them and you are inspiring. I want to do more work for you asap. anything. hit me daddy.
xoxo
hedy:
i'll let you know as soon as i talk to my friend...
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My email for potential actresses.

etfagan@gmail.com


curious what this is about? I have a posting in ze chicago group under "actresses needed"

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phantomvi:
Hey! Are you going to the Meet & Greet? I am. You should, too. Hedy will be there, and you know, more networking and such...
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So a change. This is good.

I'm learning Chicago through ze brownline, now.

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lotusmonger:
did you move.. .what you been up to? we need to go out and talk! drink too.
lotusmonger:
thursday sounds a good!
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Have you ever fallen for someone purely based on their body of work?

A wish list...
red tulle against her pale flesh

tear it open with a blade from my leatherman

make it bleed red, really tight.

peel it back until it's soft and oozes over your fingers.

At this rate, I'll lose too much. Time to slow down, reassess, organize, find home, progress without...
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ladymaze:
I'm a horrible person. I completely forgot about Marissa's Halloween party! And now I can't even find her contact info. frown

Please give her my apologies and let her know I'd still love for her to come to my party if she can!

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ladymaze:
Fer shures, dear. Just lemme know and we'll set it up!
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How about I just came all over my chest at the LCD Soundsystem show tonight... besides the bitch security guard who told me I couldn't come in because of my raptor claw necklace... I could hear her in the background while I was bitterly deliberating my hour trainride back home and then to come back to the show and try to find nicolette and how...
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girl303:
nothing better than a kickass show to make u feel alive. smile