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zafrina

Seattle, WA

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Wednesday Jun 03, 2009

Jun 3, 2009
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Hey guys. So I am not doing much better than my last blog but I think I am stable at the moment. My ex and I are offically done. I broke things off. He had to many abussive traits, not that he was abussive but he just had similar traits to people who are. He is a good guy but he has alot of growing up to do and alot of things to learn. He needs to take his pride down like a million notches and realize that yes he did fuck up in our relationship and yes I am sure I did to.

For instance, I called him a couple days ago and was trying to talk to him while he was playing W.o.W (which I hate now) and his phone died. So.. I figured he'd call or text later. Nothing. That was the night that I decided I wanted to start cutting again. I was litterally having a break down and I could have used him talking to me. He got pissed and was like 'what so I am just suppose to drop what I am doing to call you back'. Granted he didn't know I was having an emotional breakdown because I hadn't gotten the chance to tell him before his phone died, but guys come on you call your girl back right? Or text her later? Its relationship etiquet.

Oh. And. I saw my actual crazy ex who I am scared of at my home town grocery store. It was awful. I was like really really come on now this is my store! Go somewhere eles! It just wasn't my week.

But I am hoping it starts getting better. Thus far I feel midly stable today, other than being way tired, and I am almost done with Spring quarter. Whew.

I wanted to thank you guys for being so amazing, btw, seriously I don't know what I would do without some of you. You guys really do help me when I am feeling so down and low. I mean my other friends help but its nice to get an outsiders perspective on stuff. So thank you all for being so wonderful!
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charm:
also hopefully this will make you laugh--
when i was dating that boy in sweden way back when...and i was like living with him i swear he was more in love with W.O.W. than me. like i would wake up in the middle of the night...bed empty, and turn over and realize he was downstairs playing it AGAIN.
my boobs couldn't even distract him.
how sad.
Jun 4, 2009
monk_mcsleaze:
That guy was a serious ass-hat. If he really cared about you, he'd have called you back or texted or something. It's just common etiquette.
Jun 5, 2009

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