zafrina

Thank you everyone for all the love you've sent mine and Clovers way. It was very sweet. I transfered her lst night to the ER, she was super high and groggy, and than this morning from ER to normal vet. She should be released to me today. We are going to go home to my mommas house so she can help me care for her and so I can start to heal my broken lil heart. One of my friends is conviced he cheated on me... his "I am to fucked up to be in a realtionship" lines are less than convicing. I don't know if its a nother girl or what but I know its something other than him being fucked up. I don't know if he never did love me and just decided its not worth the time. Whatever the case maybe he broke my heart and my trust. I told him I'd be there for him unconditionally and he was mad about that. He said he expected me to be angry and me not being has caught him off guard (another pointer towards guilt of somthing). If he really was that fucked up he'd be thankful to have me there for him, at least I would be if I were in his situation.

I don't want to think cheater because I don't want to view his character poorly, I still love him and I think it would hurt more to know he decided to go with someone else over me than he is just to fucked up to love me. Whatever the case maybe I hurt. I am over hurting. I really am. Ugh.

Anyways I'll give yall updates on clover as I get them. Like I said she seems to be recovering well.