zafrina

I hate it when people make you feel undesierable... like I can take that from strangers and from people I don't really care about but when it comes from someone that I really like and respect it fucking sucks. I hate being such a downer espicially since this is suppose to be vacation for me and I wasn't suppose to be so stressed out. Ugh. Snap out of it! I don't think people should have this much influence over my mood and I hate it that this certain person does cause that isn't my normal personality. Oh and durning the party that all this shit went down, to cope, I got ridiculously drunk, thank god for my girlfriends cause without them things would have turned out way diffrent.

Anyways, I hope everyone is having an amazing week! And I hope that yall are safe in the snow and ice!