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I despise unrequited love, but it can't be helped. I never dreamed that I was capable of feeling emotions such as these, but how horribly wrong I was. I'm tired of wearing these masks of false happinness just so that my family and friends don't question me. It seem's as though I bury myself in my school work to try and forget her but she just becomes my inspiration and I work even harder. For god sakes I gave up drinking for her, by the way whomsoever should read this don't think me emo because I am far from it. Perhaps my upcoming trip to Japan will cure me of my grief and make me forget (but I seriously doubt it).

Any way, for those of you who care, as of late I have decided that after I graduate from The Art Instute that I will try and attend Julliard to pursue my musical endeavors, and if that doesn't work out then I will try and join to study abroad program, I really hope that Julliard works out though because it seems as though it would really be fun. I've been meaning to start reading "The Prince of Machavaelia" but I haven't had much time, what with my school work and trying to teach myself japanese before I leave in October. I also bought a keyboard and have been taching myself to play that, it's very differnt from guitar but my experience in guitar does make it a bit easier. Well I'm going to go now I hope everyone else is doing well.