so i'm back from pittsburgh, it seems.
i left on thursday morning with my friend chris to head out and see some of the folks i went to school with and whatnot over CMU's carnival weekend.
it took about 6:30 to get there, which wasn't so bad, we rolled up at around 3:30 at my friend jordan's place and then went over to his new...
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i left on thursday morning with my friend chris to head out and see some of the folks i went to school with and whatnot over CMU's carnival weekend.
it took about 6:30 to get there, which wasn't so bad, we rolled up at around 3:30 at my friend jordan's place and then went over to his new...
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i've spent most of my life, since i gained some tiny foothold of independence from the still-living ghosts of my parents, questioning all that is around me.
for the most part.
i can't say that i have followed each question to its end, i'm far too accepting, too tolerant and too understanding for that to really be true.
but i'm starting to think that if...
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for the most part.
i can't say that i have followed each question to its end, i'm far too accepting, too tolerant and too understanding for that to really be true.
but i'm starting to think that if...
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fancier:
you're funny when you yell
a busy weekend of sorts. an ex visited for a while, as did my old roommate, j. it was a good time. i broke my not drinking streak, but worry not, i had one drink and one only, and now i'm back on the straight and narrow. i had to anyways, it was really good scotch and he brought it only because he wanted me...
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kiscica:
i'm going to be running to my mailbox every single day until your letter arrives, for real. i am so fucking excited. i promise to write you back immediately. 
i love you and i miss you. please come to the toronto prom. come on. all the cool kids are doing it. if i don't meet you soon, i will possibly erupt. you don't wanna be responsible for that now do you?
i love you and i miss you. please come to the toronto prom. come on. all the cool kids are doing it. if i don't meet you soon, i will possibly erupt. you don't wanna be responsible for that now do you?
ctrlcat:
isn't the Warhol museum in Pittsburgh?
My husband once took a cheap flight to Pittsburgh on a whim, just so he could go to the museum for an afternoon... when he got there, it was closed because it had flooded.
My husband once took a cheap flight to Pittsburgh on a whim, just so he could go to the museum for an afternoon... when he got there, it was closed because it had flooded.
so i haven't had anything to drink since friday night. i should be able to make it through today alright, so that would be 5 days sober. that's the longest i've gone in probably almost 5 years. that's kinda scary.
the first night was probably the hardest. there were a few beers left in my fridge and i kept open and closing the door. i...
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the first night was probably the hardest. there were a few beers left in my fridge and i kept open and closing the door. i...
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nursesugar:
Wow. You rock. And it's totally a consolation that you still love me. YAY! Mwah.
501blue:
your weimeraner owns.
i gotta say this right now
especially because i'm starting to sober up.
i'm not going to drink anymore if i can help it. because i'm an alcoholic. i've been trying to call people up to talk to. because i'm going to try to get some real help tomorrow. even if it's telling my mom to try to watch me and look in my fridge...
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especially because i'm starting to sober up.
i'm not going to drink anymore if i can help it. because i'm an alcoholic. i've been trying to call people up to talk to. because i'm going to try to get some real help tomorrow. even if it's telling my mom to try to watch me and look in my fridge...
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fancier:
I drew something for you in MSpaint.
Every good picture needs:
a. A juggling ant
b. A urinating bumble bee
c. A sad, sad ladybug
d. A pair of amorous ants
It's random, but I thought it might cheer you up.
Every good picture needs:
a. A juggling ant
b. A urinating bumble bee
c. A sad, sad ladybug
d. A pair of amorous ants
It's random, but I thought it might cheer you up.
actuallynotyou:
Ever think about AA? One of my friends from HS sobered up that way..Its really hard, to stay sober but its true the first step is admitting.
What you just said is pretty much the exact reason i stopped smoking pot...
What you just said is pretty much the exact reason i stopped smoking pot...
i won a game of texas hold em tonight.
i should be on the travel channel.
i really played well.
you'd think people wouldn't play so hard when you only put $5 in the pot for the win, but you'd be surprised. or maybe you wouldn't if you were this poor all the damn time.
if you ever play me, know that when i throw...
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i should be on the travel channel.
i really played well.
you'd think people wouldn't play so hard when you only put $5 in the pot for the win, but you'd be surprised. or maybe you wouldn't if you were this poor all the damn time.
if you ever play me, know that when i throw...
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fancier:
Can I sit next to you and wear feather boas and flip my hair? Gambling is sexy.
i keep getting dizzy. i don't know why. it strikes suddenly and out of nowhere. and not just a little dizzy, like, hard to walk dizzy. rollercoaster gone wrong i'm dangerously close to voiding at all orifices dizzy (for a few seconds) followed by less dizzy. but still dizzy.
my dad came back from japan and brought me some gifts. two hoodies with engrish on...
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my dad came back from japan and brought me some gifts. two hoodies with engrish on...
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rxqueen:
yr puppy is sooooooooo cute!!!
monica:
oh man that IM was sooooooo sweet 
in grade school we had to go to the library, or "media center" as they called it, once a week.
i like to read now, but i didn't then. at least, not when i'm talking about.
i enjoyed reading after 2nd grade or so, lots of different books. i started really reading in 5th grade probably.
i'm thinking of probably 1st grade.
i liked stories,...
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i like to read now, but i didn't then. at least, not when i'm talking about.
i enjoyed reading after 2nd grade or so, lots of different books. i started really reading in 5th grade probably.
i'm thinking of probably 1st grade.
i liked stories,...
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need2xcap2:
i just found yer testimonial for me...thats the sweetest thing ever...thank you....you were my first!
fancier:
zac was my first as well. hurt for a moment but he was very gentle. cuddled me afterwards too.
but never called.
pig.
zac. you're just as nutty as i am. and i am here commenting because i have an explaination for everything that doesn't make sense- including sleeping and dreaming. it's magic.
telephones are high up on my list of WHOA. i do get it- what they're trying to tell me ... i understand the fiber optics special that's on Discovery, and I listened to my teachers explain sound travel blahaddahyadda. But jesus christ almighty. A person 87894754 miles away can hear words coming out of my mouth instantly... it's invisible...traveling via wires at speeds that I can't comprehend? i'm sorry, what? that's some fucked up shit. airplanes and television are another story.
sleep scares me. waking up seemingly minutes later and having no idea what's happened in the world for the past 8 hours... i slept like a baby all day thru the 911 mayhem- had no clue the world was blowing up around me... i went to the store at 7 pm still completely clueless and no one was out. People that were out were glum and weird. it looked like the twilight zone.
i have so much more magic to bitch about... but i am late for a very important date with my bed. cross your fingers the aliens leave me the fuck alone tonight.
and you're not in love with me. you're just using me to get to my robot.
but never called.
pig.
zac. you're just as nutty as i am. and i am here commenting because i have an explaination for everything that doesn't make sense- including sleeping and dreaming. it's magic.
telephones are high up on my list of WHOA. i do get it- what they're trying to tell me ... i understand the fiber optics special that's on Discovery, and I listened to my teachers explain sound travel blahaddahyadda. But jesus christ almighty. A person 87894754 miles away can hear words coming out of my mouth instantly... it's invisible...traveling via wires at speeds that I can't comprehend? i'm sorry, what? that's some fucked up shit. airplanes and television are another story.
sleep scares me. waking up seemingly minutes later and having no idea what's happened in the world for the past 8 hours... i slept like a baby all day thru the 911 mayhem- had no clue the world was blowing up around me... i went to the store at 7 pm still completely clueless and no one was out. People that were out were glum and weird. it looked like the twilight zone.
i have so much more magic to bitch about... but i am late for a very important date with my bed. cross your fingers the aliens leave me the fuck alone tonight.
and you're not in love with me. you're just using me to get to my robot.
sometimes when i get insanely drunk, as i have gotten tonight,
i have these moments of ridiculous lucidity.
i thought i was going to be sick earlier.
and i got mad at myself thinking "that's a total waste of the hot pockets you just ate."
but it isn't.
maybe the profundity of that isn't obviously clear to most people, ask me about it later and...
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i have these moments of ridiculous lucidity.
i thought i was going to be sick earlier.
and i got mad at myself thinking "that's a total waste of the hot pockets you just ate."
but it isn't.
maybe the profundity of that isn't obviously clear to most people, ask me about it later and...
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need2xcap2:
getting very drunk again tonite..this is day 3 this week...hopefully i don't waste any hot pockets...im so poor that would be a tragedy(sp)
fancier:
Hi. You are pretty much just the coolest cat in the land. No one else but you, ZAC, has more random yet wonderfull shit to say.
It's like meeting the girl of your dreams...
and finding out she isn't a she and his name is Jerome.
Who would have thought it figgers?
Can I name my robot Betsy? I want to call her Bets for short. And I would also like her to have manaquin legs. Sexy manaquin legs. With fishnets. And rugburns. That's hot. I might get sexy with her.
It's like meeting the girl of your dreams...
and finding out she isn't a she and his name is Jerome.
Who would have thought it figgers?
Can I name my robot Betsy? I want to call her Bets for short. And I would also like her to have manaquin legs. Sexy manaquin legs. With fishnets. And rugburns. That's hot. I might get sexy with her.
i need to throw away a lot of stuff that i have.
i'm a collector. i collect stuff. comic books and toys and magazines, memorabilia and paraphenalia and "knick knacks", if you will.
but i'm drowning in the shit. i wish i had enough space to make a showroom for it all, but i don't. and seriously, the magazine piles have got to go. it's...
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i'm a collector. i collect stuff. comic books and toys and magazines, memorabilia and paraphenalia and "knick knacks", if you will.
but i'm drowning in the shit. i wish i had enough space to make a showroom for it all, but i don't. and seriously, the magazine piles have got to go. it's...
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monica:
i need to throw lots of stuff away as well.
i have a killer cold. all i wanna do it sleep.
i had a nightmare that i got a 30% on my physics2 midterm. that shit haunts me.
love you love you love you love you love you
i have a killer cold. all i wanna do it sleep.
i had a nightmare that i got a 30% on my physics2 midterm. that shit haunts me.
love you love you love you love you love you
monica:
i look SO happy
congrats..
jab and move.. always...