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i am seriously 2 seconds away from irrevocably breaking my hand in the act of beating my computer to death.

i really wish i knew her schedule better so i could talk to her a bit more, but alas. that ain't the problem tho. i'm gonna go watch some tv and make my already stupid brain stupider.

go listen to some aesop rock. he's pretty...
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why does the american media try so hard to pretend that it is objective?

i have serious doubts that a "journalist" can ever truly report in an objective manner. maybe it's my own philosophy butting in here (no shit), but i don't think anyone can ever truly escape a subjective view on anything they say or think.

a friend of mine earlier this evening told...
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i feel like sleeping all day and dreaming about her.

right this second i don't trust myself. i know it's because of the hour and how much i've had to drink. i know i'm a little worried and a little lonely. i want to say a lot of things. i know it's even because of the song i've been listening to over and over again for the past 20 minutes.

i don't trust what i'm...
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i'm in love and it's terrifying for a bunch of reasons.

it's about quarter to 3 in the morning here, right now, and i'm forcing myself to stay awake for when she calls back.

tomorrow might hurt, but i don't care for now.

someday we'll move away together. maybe only to find out what we don't like about each other, but i really don't care....
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so i started filling out paperwork today to become a substitute teacher. that's pretty hilarious.

i adore this girl. she's super neat.

i need to clean my room. the clutter is starting to anger me.

i don't want to go to work today. i want to watch tv and nap. but, as it turns out, i will probably be going to work instead.

obey the...
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i'm listening to the new streets album
it's really good, the whole story n all. it's the first album i've heard in a long while that tells a tale from first song to last. really good. not as fun as the first album, but a big growing-point.
i got the tranmission on my car fixed, plus some body damage. whooooo! 27hunnert. fucked. i have no...
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"what a wonderful world" is one of the saddest songs ever written.

agree? disagree? explain.

so i went into the city today.
after some yardwork. which involved killing, er, "moving" a rosebush with my father. who is good at destroying things.

so i went into the city at any rate.
to the opening of this show that my friend matt had a few pieces in. i'd like to buy one of his pieces at some point, but instead of like...
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i've been missing for a while.
i don't know why.

it seems like i haven't had the time to put any updates up here, but i really haven't been doing anything in particular. i'm cool like that.

i've redoubled my job search again, since it had pretty much reduced itself to zero, due to laziness and frustration. and i've widened the scope. i'm looking for...
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