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i am seriously 2 seconds away from irrevocably breaking my hand in the act of beating my computer to death.

i really wish i knew her schedule better so i could talk to her a bit more, but alas. that ain't the problem tho. i'm gonna go watch some tv and make my already stupid brain stupider.

go listen to some aesop rock. he's pretty rad.

i really want to violently kill myself right now, though i know i don't want to die. i just want something extremely violent to happen and to not have to wake up tomorrow.

love.