i am seriously 2 seconds away from irrevocably breaking my hand in the act of beating my computer to death.
i really wish i knew her schedule better so i could talk to her a bit more, but alas. that ain't the problem tho. i'm gonna go watch some tv and make my already stupid brain stupider.
go listen to some aesop rock. he's pretty rad.
i really want to violently kill myself right now, though i know i don't want to die. i just want something extremely violent to happen and to not have to wake up tomorrow.
love.
i really wish i knew her schedule better so i could talk to her a bit more, but alas. that ain't the problem tho. i'm gonna go watch some tv and make my already stupid brain stupider.
go listen to some aesop rock. he's pretty rad.
i really want to violently kill myself right now, though i know i don't want to die. i just want something extremely violent to happen and to not have to wake up tomorrow.
love.
now.
i love you.
Dont do anything too stupid b/c god knows we are tied together with some fucked up karma shit so if you end up doing something stupid like breaking your hand I'll end up breaking the other one and we dont need that ....