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Saturday Mar 27, 2004

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i gotta say this right now

especially because i'm starting to sober up.

i'm not going to drink anymore if i can help it. because i'm an alcoholic. i've been trying to call people up to talk to. because i'm going to try to get some real help tomorrow. even if it's telling my mom to try to watch me and look in my fridge to make sure there's no beer there.

i just need to cry and i need a pat on the back because i really feel like i'm a big failure.

i know everybody that's a friend is going to tell me that i'm not and i took the big first step and all. i just feel really bad right now and i feel like it's only going to get worse.

i just feel really bad and i need some help and i'm really fucked up.
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fancier:
I drew something for you in MSpaint.

Every good picture needs:
a. A juggling ant
b. A urinating bumble bee
c. A sad, sad ladybug
d. A pair of amorous ants

It's random, but I thought it might cheer you up.
Mar 27, 2004
actuallynotyou:
Ever think about AA? One of my friends from HS sobered up that way..Its really hard, to stay sober but its true the first step is admitting.
What you just said is pretty much the exact reason i stopped smoking pot...
Mar 29, 2004

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