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i keep getting dizzy. i don't know why. it strikes suddenly and out of nowhere. and not just a little dizzy, like, hard to walk dizzy. rollercoaster gone wrong i'm dangerously close to voiding at all orifices dizzy (for a few seconds) followed by less dizzy. but still dizzy.

my dad came back from japan and brought me some gifts. two hoodies with engrish on them and some little porcelain cats. the better of the two sweatshirts says: "i wants to make the spot into anyhow pleasant warm space. and it is played to it. even if a hit song takes the lead in the atmosphere which you are dancing with the pleasant and sufficient feeling for carefully and its reason." i couldn't come up with that shit if i tried.

hearing people bitch about the differences between men and women has become totally hilarious to me. not in a funny haha way, but in a funny i want to kill you way, but still haha.

i feel totally lost and i don't know what the hell i am going to do with my life. i think i'm going to be an artist of some sort, but i don't know if what i'm doing needs to be relegated to comic books, or if if can be put in galleries. plus i can't keep a production schedule working because i keep getting too dizzy to draw.

all the girls should tell me how much they love me, because i can't find any of those in real life. except for the one that it meant the most, which has become a comedy of errors and.

i thought of a new tattoo the other day. which bring my list up to: a number too hgh to count to. sometimes i dream about having tattoos that are more like animations. they react to my moods and thoughts. that would fucking rock.

love you all.

xoxoxo
reprazent.