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so. i haven't left my house in two days. i have no idea why. i just lost the desire to do anything at all. such an intense apathy. but i think i will go to work tomorrow, so that i no longer have to ignore the ringing phone when they call to see where the hell i am. i don't know if i'm even going to bother to make up an excuse. i probably will. i think i'll either be totally vague, or make up something so totally outlandish that my supervisor will just stop talking to me and let it go. i dunno.

i've been painting the living room of my house with my mom the past few days. it's a really nice dark blue. it looks way better than this awful sickly yellow that she had painted it a few years back. it was yellow like an old smoker's hair. it was really bad.

my stomach is being a big jerk. it keeps pretending like it wants me to poop right up until i get into the bathroom. then it's like "just fuckin with you, buddy." what a fuckin jerk.

i'm bored, maybe.

my friend told me a palindrome today, which is the coolest thing ever. it's roman:

In girum imus nocte et consumimur igni.

it means: "we enter the circle after dark and are consumed by fire." hot. no pun intended. i love palindromes. these are the ones i know:
a man, a plan, a canal, panama.
sit on a potato pan, otis.
rats live on no evil star.
star comedy by democrats.
go hang a salami, i'm a lasagna hog.
i can't think of any others right now, but if anybody knows any let me know.

reprazent.