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"......suck."

i am exquisitely angry.



one of the many dreams that i hold close to my heart for the future of my life is to murder my father. i wan't to know that his only son killed him.

got home today from visiting my friend j up in the boston area. boy am i not glad to be home. i really wanted to stay tonight, too, but i didn't want to have to go through the excuse making process for work tomorrow. i had some awesome pizza before i left j's place. it had so many damn toppings on it that when the...
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fancyketchup's back and that's really all that matters at the moment. no offense to anyone else hear that may be reading.

i'm saddened, but not bothered (there are ideas and lines drawn) that both louise and kiscica have left the site. i am glad to no little extent that i have become friends with those two impressive young women in their short tenure of involvement...
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i dislike names greying out all of a sudden. totally unnecessary.

i'm just nowhere, ok?

i really need to

i am seriously 2 seconds away from irrevocably breaking my hand in the act of beating my computer to death.

i really wish i knew her schedule better so i could talk to her a bit more, but alas. that ain't the problem tho. i'm gonna go watch some tv and make my already stupid brain stupider.

go listen to some aesop rock. he's pretty...
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why does the american media try so hard to pretend that it is objective?

i have serious doubts that a "journalist" can ever truly report in an objective manner. maybe it's my own philosophy butting in here (no shit), but i don't think anyone can ever truly escape a subjective view on anything they say or think.

a friend of mine earlier this evening told...
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i feel like sleeping all day and dreaming about her.

right this second i don't trust myself. i know it's because of the hour and how much i've had to drink. i know i'm a little worried and a little lonely. i want to say a lot of things. i know it's even because of the song i've been listening to over and over again for the past 20 minutes.

i don't trust what i'm...
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i'm in love and it's terrifying for a bunch of reasons.

it's about quarter to 3 in the morning here, right now, and i'm forcing myself to stay awake for when she calls back.

tomorrow might hurt, but i don't care for now.

someday we'll move away together. maybe only to find out what we don't like about each other, but i really don't care....
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so i started filling out paperwork today to become a substitute teacher. that's pretty hilarious.

i adore this girl. she's super neat.

i need to clean my room. the clutter is starting to anger me.

i don't want to go to work today. i want to watch tv and nap. but, as it turns out, i will probably be going to work instead.

obey the...
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