5 and 1/2 days off the celexa...not doing great...Still the right choice I think, but not an easy one, lemmie tell ya...
I'm pretty sure theres been a lot of shit I havn't delt with mentally/emotionally because I've been on this crap, and I feel like it's all hitting me at once.
What is it about life, or people, just the world maybe?, that makes us feel like it's not okay to cry?
I had to leave work today. I felt like such a failure.
I only made it threw one massage. I was so hot, and dizzy, and sick feeling when I got there, and after I started my first massage I just started crying (the client did not know, of course. i keep it professonal.) ...so I left after that, but FUCK it makes me feel so WEAK. I should be able to make it threw the day like a normal fucking person.
Drinking lots of water, trying to exercise, trying to eat, getting a lot of sleep...I don't know what the fuck else to do...
THIS is not cool.
I need a hug.
M.
I'm pretty sure theres been a lot of shit I havn't delt with mentally/emotionally because I've been on this crap, and I feel like it's all hitting me at once.
What is it about life, or people, just the world maybe?, that makes us feel like it's not okay to cry?
I had to leave work today. I felt like such a failure.
I only made it threw one massage. I was so hot, and dizzy, and sick feeling when I got there, and after I started my first massage I just started crying (the client did not know, of course. i keep it professonal.) ...so I left after that, but FUCK it makes me feel so WEAK. I should be able to make it threw the day like a normal fucking person.
Drinking lots of water, trying to exercise, trying to eat, getting a lot of sleep...I don't know what the fuck else to do...
THIS is not cool.
I need a hug.
M.
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sinemetu:
i wish i could send you hug..btw i cry all the time whenever i feel like it..if people have a problem they can hold their shit in but it a great feeling after you do it
zaafirah:
I know...and I admire you. I miss crying, like REALLY crying...