zaafirah

Of course I care for him...I mean I married the man. When I got married, I ment for it to be the one and only time it happened - and since shits gone down I've been so dissapointed that he wasn't willing to put more work into things. So here I am, excited that he wants to try - but he's been so back and fourth about everything, and he seems really sure - but the truth is, i'm not sure he's ready to do the work, or give up the things that would be nessicary for us to have a healthy marriage. And do I really want to put all that fucking work in, just to find out he can't? I've been doing so much already...

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