zaafirah

Clear minded now. I know whats going on, and I feel much better about it.

I'm sad for him that some wonderful man will come sweep me off my feet, while he'll still be getting drunk at the lake with his single friends - but I guess thats what he wanted, thats why this is going down.

I'm running fast in the direction of bettering myself - finding peace, really WORKING on myself, and I feel amazing about it. I've spent so much time just sitting, trying to be content waiting for him to want to come home to me, but now that I don't have to - I feel like i've got this whole new energy to kick the worlds ass and become even more amazing then I already am.

I'm sure there will be harder days - and i'll be so sad sometimes I don't wanna get out of bed - but as long as I've got these days too, i'll be alright.

Thank you so much to everyone whos cared to read this, and keep up at all with whats going on. It means more to me then you know - being that this is the only place I really feel like I can talk about any of this.

Thanks again.

Muah. Have a beautiful rest of your week my babys.

A.